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~~Saturday, October 29, 2005~~

8:09 PM

I should just stop asking people to give me opinions about the photos... I can't make up my mind!!!! It's like.. I don't know which one!!!!

Maybe Kimberly is right. I should just stick to what I WANT in the first place and NOT consider what other people says...

SO, I chose this:

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1:46 AM

After much consideration, I've decided to put this pic for union notice board.. What you all think?

I think I look weird... HOW!!!!

But thanks to all those people whom I disturb at this hour... Yunz, Ivan, Vinci, Yanto, Benny, My dear "lao gong", Gavin.... hahahahahahaha... Thankz yea!

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~~Thursday, October 27, 2005~~

6:09 PM

Winamp buzzing: Ayumi Hamasaki - Seasons

This week is the last week of school before entering the examination period! *wee!*

Well.. Yesterday had been a very demoralising day. I got back my Business Law Assignment.. And I got disgusting C+. I can just go jump down and just die. It sucks totally. I got a B for class participation though. SIAN.. Totally DEMORALISING... Feel like knocking myself again the wall.

I hate humanities. Can't imagine myself doing Company Law in Year 2. blehz.

I had iT quiz today. I must be SO DAMN UNLUCK, DOWN ON MY LUCK.. To get the set of super difficult questions filled with questions on protocols, domains.. and whatever shit. It's like DAMN DIFFICULT. Sian.. Got a miserable 75%... SIAN. So unlucky..

On the bright side, I got back my OB grades! I got an A for class participation, A for presentation, and A- for report. *Wee!* Not bad! So glad to have OB over and done with! My Professor for OB rocks to the core. Prof. Dr. Klaus J Templer rocks!!! He's so nice and funny. And most importantly, he gave me As for the OB stuff!!! hahaha.. Even though he's nice, I will NOT want to see him next semester or ever again! haha.. If you get what I mean...

OK! I've set a targeted grade for every module!

Econs - B
Biz Law - B (I DON'T CARE! I'M GOING TO TRASH BIZ LAW FLAT. WAHAHAHA)
iT - A (this is something that HAVE TO GET A... If not very "lose face"..)
OB - A (this may be possible.... afterall!)

wahahaha.. Here are my unrealistc targets... MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG!!!! I'll not update anymore... Until 15th nov.. =)

You can find me in school though... I'll be camping around NTU, probably around Coffee Club Express or S4... MUGGGGGGGING...

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~~Wednesday, October 26, 2005~~

1:22 AM

*SiGh*

The fact that I haven't been treating my work seriously is starting to haunttttt me. More so when the fact that EXAMS is just 12 DAYS away... God bless me. People say its extremely hard for NBS people to fail anything. I hope its true.. haha..

Tomorrow is my AB114 Industrial Report. I know NUTS of what I'm presenting, just crapppp my way through my slides. This is the first time I actually prepare a SCRIPT for my speech.. Yea yea.. Never been really taking any of the presentations seriously, so here I am, having 1 foot in the grave.

ALSO, on that note, its WEDNESDAY tomorrow, which means I have my BIZ LAW tutorial.. GETTING BACK ASSIGNMENT. Holy crapppppp~ I think my assignment was "crap-ly" done. Sian... Meeting my dooms tomorrow. Punishment of not taking work seriously. PRAYING HARD THAT I DON'T DO TOO BADLY... I need the marks to pull my overall grades up!!!! Biz Law exam will be crap too... ahaha.. My class participation for Biz Law will be like SO MINIMAL too... SIAN... Just a miracle that Prof Low remembered me... Partly due to the fact that I'm one of the rare Accountancy students in her class... BLEHZ...

Worries worries worries....

Hope all else goes well... Hope all Profs are nice...

Haiz... Someone saves me.

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~~Sunday, October 23, 2005~~

10:02 PM

Winamp buzzing: Ou De Yang - Xiu Xiu Xiu

I just got tricked into watching the full charity show cuz I wanted to see how Ou De Yang looks like.. I think I'm so dumb. I should have guessed that they will put him at the last part of the show. Anyway, he came out with this cover.. So can't see how he looks like. AHHH!! Kpo me want to know how he looks like!!! OMG.. But I think he REALLY SINGS WELL.. ahhhh~ I love his voice, much more when I see and hear him sang live at the charity show just now!!! So nice!!!!

I want to go and see him on Nov 3rd!!! I wanna go I wanna go!!!! Who want to go too?!?!?!?! Lets so buy the CD together!!!!

*knock myself* Exams coming... I SHOULD BE STUDYING!!!!

Okay... I shall watch the news to see how he looks like. He WILL be covered in the news...

I just forgotten what I wanted to update...

*sigh* Never mind.. Well well well!! Let me continue about Ocean then! haha.. Its actually good to be able to see him singing live, and actually hear it.. Cuz me like his voice~ I'm so gonna fall in love with anyone who sings as well as him (or Jay!)!!! hahahaz...

I still can't remember what I want to update...

Ahhh... Forget it... I'm off... Need to "chiong" to finish my AB114 cover letter assignment, and a lot more... And study too... I slack my Sunday away, happily watching TV.. hahaz.. ^_^

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~~Thursday, October 20, 2005~~

8:43 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jolin - Shuo Ai Ni

Today is one mind-tiring day. Rushed through the last part of the OB report with my groupmates.. Went late for OB tutorial, and I tell you, I'm absolutely "switched off" during the tutorial. Don't know what's going on.. Didn't even do the tutorial. haha... How NOT typical of me.

Actually, I think all my Thursdays are spent stoning in school. IT lessons are always stoning session. Today was no exception. I received Xiao Hui's sms during the lesson. He was in the Police Academy then and was bored then cuz he had to study for this test and was absolutely sian. haha.. Basically both of us were entertaining each other cuz we were both sian.

Need to study study study study....

Time to hit BUSINESS LAW!!!!!

That reminds me.. I've yet to print the lecture notes for Econs lecture tomorrow... Damn!

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~~Wednesday, October 19, 2005~~

7:23 AM

Well, I'm pretty much back to normal self.. Feeling alright again. Please ignore my previous entry.. One sole reason is that my dad just ended the business he had been doing cuz its not profit making at all.. However, he just found a job at Canteen 9 of NTU! At first he almost lose the job, but managed to get it back in the end. Wee... I'm so glad... Hope my dad has changed for the better.. And hope everything will work out fine..

*phew*

Feels so good to talk about it.

EXCO meeting on yesterday, and council meeting today. Lucky no quiz. haha...

Had Econs quiz yesterday. I got 80% and I'm below class average. It's really WHAT THE HELL... Why is my class so damn smart..

K.. I'm off... I wish for a good day, for me and for everyone.

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~~Monday, October 17, 2005~~

11:20 PM

Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Hui You Na Me Yi Tian

*Sigh*

I don't want to bluff anymore.

Life is not good.

Just when I thought everything in my life just start to piece together.. Everything just sublimed.. Disappeared..

My presumed happiness and hope is gone just like that.

Life is NOT GOOD. Life is SAD.. and problematic.

It hurts even more when I still have to face the cruel reality with a smile.

Exams are coming coming coming.

School work is so screwed up too.. I just don't know what I had been studying for the past semester. Its a miracle that I finish all tutorials at ease.

What's happening?

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~~Sunday, October 16, 2005~~

12:11 AM

Winamp buzzing: Huang Pin Guan - Hou Lai De Wo Men

I was crapping with Charles just now on MSN. I was totally brain-drained from my 6-hours of Econs today. I went back to NTU to mug since morning 10am. Kolay didn't want to come initially, but ended up coming anyway. Must be want to accompany me right!!! Thanks girl...

Anyway, Charles is one encouraging person. Don't know how to say, but I guess all people who knows me know that I'm one person who's always lack of confidence in myself. Always ask me to kick that trait away. Yea yea.. I'm trying.. very hard. haha.. Thank goodness there's Charles to entertain me while I was doing the econs online flash quiz as practice for my Macro Quiz next week, if not I'll just die of boredom. But I'm always the "topic" of the entertainment.. He's so gonna get it from me on the next UOC meeting, not forgetting the Haggen Daz Rum and Raisin ice cream which I presume he'll be treating me. hahaha~

I think I said this a lot of times, but I do count my blessing for meeting all the nice people.. in all my classes, in Students' Union, in UOC.. and I have all my great friends with me in NTU. There's always people there to look out for me, take care of me... Thanks everyone..

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~~Tuesday, October 11, 2005~~

11:22 PM

Winamp buzzing: Nan Quan Ma Ma - Xiang Cao Ba Bu

Just a quick update before I'm off to study for my AB114 quiz..

My day started off really bad today.. Due to some arrogant people.. Damn sickening..

Went to study with Lena in the afternoon.. And then meet up the secretariat com in the evening to do up stuff... AIYOH.. Today was DAMN PAISEH.. I fell down right in front of the whole committee.. OMG.. How clumsy I am.. This trait of mine follows me from council to union.. I've this 2 bad bruises on my knees now.. Sian.. Damn pain.. I remembered last time, Xiao Hui would drag us to one side to apply medicine, and it was DAMN PAINFUL. Ahh.. Those time... haiz.. I never change.. Still falling down whenever I go.. Dotz...

K.. I'm off.

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~~Sunday, October 09, 2005~~

8:22 PM

Winamp buzzing: F.I.R - Neverland

ArGh... I'm angry angry angry.

I changed the tuition time cuz I'd OB Project meeting tomorrow. And my tuition kid's mom actually called to "question" me ok.. I mean.. I don't mind her wanting to change the timing.. but then she was like implying that my project is not as important as her daughter's exam.. OMG.. Please...

Parents nowadays. Really don't understand. Is it the society? ArGh... I pity kids nowadays. I pity myself. What to do? I'm earning money from them.

Ah.. Whatever..

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~~Saturday, October 08, 2005~~

10:08 PM

Winamp buzzing: Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated

Guess what! Crazy me actually woke up near 3am. Me and my weird sleeping habits.. I slept at 10pm.. So.. haha.. Someone please stop my weird sleeping habits.. So, I went online. Luckily there was Charles to entertain me. haha.. We were crapping all the way till like 4+am when he went to other hall to "ka jiao" his friend, while I went to do my econs tutorial till like 5am before hitting the bed again. Charles didn't sleep for the WHOLE NIGHT lor.. He more "power".. haha.. Then, the 2 weirdos who didn't sleep, Charles and I, went for breakfast at Can A in the morning before I went off for Students' Leaders Conference (SLC) and he went off for his lab lesson.

SLC was alright.. Sat right in front in the beginning.. But I went off to toilet half-way through the conference, only to find some people sitting at the back of the LT.. So I sat there for the rest of the conference.. Was talking crap with Joel, and various other EXCOs.. haha.. During refreshments, Joel and Denyse saved me from the mingling session! Wee... So grateful.. Cuz seriously, I'm not those kind who mingle.. I guess I'd said before.. So.. haha..

After SLC was EXCOs photo-taking session. OMG.. The girls had to do such THICK MAKE-UP. The guys didn't need to do make up at all lor!!!! *pouts* I had GREEN EYESHADOW.. Can you imagine that.. haha.. A bit if fizzy curled hair... I think I look VERY DIFFERENT.. As in.. Not only I think I look difference.. Some EXCOs also say that I look different. We 9 girls took DAMN LONG for make-up.. The guys didn't need make up (except our dear prez), so they finished their part really fast, and was like waiting for us. haha.. Our dear prez, Sherwe, was such a vain pot!!!!! He's DAMNNNNNN VAINNNNNN LA!!! =X opz! haha.. He asked us to help him put concealer to conceal his eyebag and dark ring.. So I just help him with it la.. Ahdoiz... End up, the photographer thought his forehead was too "shiny", and therefore sent him back to put fundation!!!! LOL.... Jamie and I were like laughing non-stop. Other than fundation, he came back in LIP GLOSS too cuz his lips were cracking. HAHAHAHA~ Cannot take it.. Too funny!

Basically, photo-taking was damn FUN. haha... I took 30 over single shots.. Cuz I look a series of them, and the photographer thought my lip colour looks like my complexion.. haha.. So I put on a even darker lip colour.. And took another series... The photographer thinks I don't look local in the photo!!! He thinks I look like a mix-blood! hahaz~! We all took the full EXCOs photo, and also individual cell photos. Can't wait to see the photos!

Harsh drove the Union van (which we had actually BLOCKED a road... opz!), and dropped us at Jurong Point. Kaixiang, Jamie, Mel, and I went to eat at LJS before heading back home. hahaz! Coolz..

Oh no.. I think 10pm is my sleeping time.. I'm sleepy.. Shall go and sleep now.. Maybe will wake up later to do work again.. And my weird sleeping cycle continues...

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~~Friday, October 07, 2005~~

8:24 PM

Winamp buzzing: Liang Jing Ru - Xia Yi Miao Zhong

*SiGh* Sometimes, I hate myself.. I hate myself for being so unconfident. I hate it when I doubt myself, doubt my own abilities.. I hate it when I can't make decision. I hate to rely on people.

I hope I'll be able to kick this BAD BAD TRAIT of mine away as the year goes by...

Why I keep doubting myself?!?! Why I'm so lack of confident?!?!!?

This will only allow people to take advantage of me, which I don't want!!!!!! ArGh!!!!!

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~~Tuesday, October 04, 2005~~

11:29 PM

Winamp buzzing: Huang Yi Da - Na Nu Hai Dui Wo Shuo

Nothing much recently.. Just take a look at my busy busy schedule next week.. Kinda scary.. Don't want to think about it.

Time to start mugging..

Haven't been mugging recently. Also don't know what I was doing.. haha.. I'm a mugger!

Been 'camping' in SAC recently.. Also don't know what I was doing there.. haha! I was there yesterday to meet the Secretariat directors.. I was here today as my subcom-ers will be down to do up the EXCO noticeboard.. ahh.. That reminds me.. I forgot to send emails to the EXCOs regarding some issues..

Been having short-term memory recently. A lot of time today, I wanted to tell Kaixiang something, and just within seconds, I forgot what I wanted to say. I think I'm getting old.

I want to sleep, but I also want to mug Biz law.. I'm doing presentation tomorrow.. Geez... Sian.

I think I better go send the emails to the EXCOs first.. Quite urgent.. haha..

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~~Monday, October 03, 2005~~

2:06 AM

Winamp buzzing: Liang Jing Ru - Shou Shou De

Just got the investiture photo from Daphne. Here it is...

Me taking the Letter of Appointment from... eh.. I forgot.. haha!

15th NTU Students' Union EXCO

Yup.. That's all.. I look weird in formal wear, don't you all think so.

Anyway, really feel like blogging, cuz A LOT of things had happened and I didn't really have the chance to really talk about it.

Its just that... So many things happened. Everything happened SO FAST. I feel like I'm on a rollar coaster ride. All a sudden, my slow and eventless life become fast-pace and event-filled.

(I didn't have time to finish watching Pride!!! ArGh... I must find time to do that!)

I guess I ain't very much prepared for such a big change. Take investiture for example, I was supposed to mingle around with the people during the refreshments, but I'm not "those who mingle in crowd" in such events.. So I felt kinda... "sian"? haha.. Yea.. But I guess I'll have to get used to it cuz there are going to be A LOT MORE such stuff... Whether its Union stuff, or future at work.. Think its good to get used to it now.

Let me talk about the EXCOs. I count myself lucky, in the sense that they really take care of their little junior here. I think all of them are so nice to me. I realised I just got to know a bunch of really nice people la.. ^_^

Of course there are certain things that I'll have to forsake after being in EXCO.. Like.. Sleep, time with friends, and freedom of speech to a certain extend. I'll have to watch whatever I say now.. Can't blabber like some brainless retart anymore.. haha.. In case there's anyone sneaking around trying to catch any mistake this poor ACC/1 student makes. You know how scary this thing call "Media" is. Even now, blogging feels unsafe. Kinda paranoid, but true. You never know who's sneaking around in this virtual world.

Last week was one hectic week. My organiser was FILLED from Monday up till Sunday. Total maddness. Other than school work, I'll have to juggle union (UOC actually didn't take up a lot of my time.. haha!), and also teaching tuition. Teaching tuition is one of the main source of my stress... Next 2 weeks is going to hell for me. It's my tuition kid's examination period, and I'm expected to go more frequently. Therefore, I often set it after school.. And one of the days I'll have to rush there from school, then rush back to school again after that. I think I'm somesort of superwoman. haha... Tuition is really eating my energy up.. But I need to earn some money!!!!! Haiz... No choice.. For the money.... Thankfully I'm still planning everything very well.. Lets hope this continues...

Geez.. Time for me to get some beauty sleep. My eyebags are becoming more and more scary.

To all my friends: I love you all. It feels like a million years since I last saw you all. Hope to meet up with you all soon. Miss ya all!

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~~Saturday, October 01, 2005~~

8:00 PM

Winamp buzzing: R. Kelly feat Celine Dion - I'm Your Angel

Today is Run Round Singapore! Need to reach Yunnan Garden at 7.3oam. Kaixiang came over to pick me up before going over to Hall 12 to pick Sherwe up. Our dear boss overslept!!!! aHdOiz... He actually sms-ed me 3+am in the morning to give him a wake up call at 6.30am.. You can guess how late he slept.. haha.. Managed to give him a wake-up call at 6.30am (after much difficulty), but guessed that he'd fallen back to sleep!!!! aHdOiz...

Well.. For Run Round Singapore, we were in charge of doing what we do best --- ushering. Jia Li, Weihong, Kaixiang, Kunal, and I were deployed in Carpark I to guide people. Oh well, its like quite redundent. Nothing much to do also. We were practically talking crap there. After which, Kaixiang, Harsh, Fish (yes, its a person's name), and me were supposed to go over to the stage area to usher the 8 offical runners. Nothing much also..

After the flag-off, the whole lot of us went over to the Chinese Heritage Centre for refreshments. It was then Sherwe introduced the whole lot of us to the President of NTU, Dr Su. I always think that Dr Su looks nice, and he's really nice la. hahaha~ The refreshment was alright. OMG... Kar Wing could REALLY EAT. He ate A LOT of cream-puff. REALLY A LOT. But the cream puff was really nice la.. haha..

Last evening was UOC's first meeting. Well, it was pretty nice. The people were pretty noisy, and seems not bad la.. haha.. At least its not like those quiet quiet kind. Meeting was short, and they all got into their respective groups. As a secretary, I had no where to go. So, I joined Jiahao and his GLs discussion about the camp theme. AIYOHZ. I got bullied by the whole bunch of GLs. Idiotic. Out of 8 GLs + 1 CGL, only 1 girl, and the only girl was not here yesterday. So, the bunch of GLs gang bullied their poor secretary... Sian. Can't believe this man... *pEnGz* They finished their discussion, and I became their "source of entertainment", thanks to their CGL.. But they are a bunch of nice nice funny people. hahaha.. Looking forward to working with them.

Its SATURDAY NIGHT already.. Time to do work.. LOTS of work to do... Had a nice morning with the Union EXCOs today.. Hope Run Round Singapore will break record. Jiayouz runners!

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