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~~Monday, February 28, 2005~~

12:48 AM

Winamp buzzing: Switchfoot - Dare You to Move

I'd pretty nice studio crew today. Haven't seen them for a long time. It's been so long since I last went into studio.. I realised. I love the twins. I was having fun with them. Maybe cuz I'm not too much older than them.. They are like my little sisters.

Terence cooked Mee Siam for all of us for dinner. It was pretty nice of him, and the Mee Siam was not bad. He kept asking me to eat. Oh well, he's actually pretty nice to me, but I don't like him. He's those kind of people whom you see you'll not like already.

Ended work early today.. At around 11.30pm. There was no taxi at the reception area at that time, so everyone who knocked off at that time from Mediacorp actually went to the main road to flag a cab. There's SO MANY people at the main road waiting for cab. I just ran all the way in front, and I managed to steal a cab. I felt quite bad for stealing a cab, but for myself, I'd to do it cuz I'm really tired... AhHh.. Guess that's what they call 'ugly Singaporean' acts, but I'd no choice.. haha..

Got to go.. Till the next time!

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~~Sunday, February 27, 2005~~

9:14 AM

Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Ju Li

I was in the studio yesterday. Met this twins who are acting in this show too. They are so cute! haha.. Just that they had a lot of dialogues. At first we thought that we'll finish at 11pm, but we ended up finishing at 12mid.. *SiGh* I hope they will have their dialogues right today...

Yesterday, I received this survey from a "Tong Chou" asking if I want to get to know the colleagues more, and that if I'm willing to take part in a sport with other colleagues. It asks if I'm how many hours I am willing to give for training.. How many DAYS per week... I was like 'what the hell' ok.. I was like thinking, "If I want to play a sport, I've my own friends to play with me." And, our filming schedule is like so pack? When I finally have an off-day, I'll want to stay at home to rest or meet up with my friends rather than wasting my precious time with them playing some sports.

The piece of survey is quite a joke to me. It says "Ain't life so SICK & DULL waking up to just pink and blue paper everyday? A big SIGH is always the answer when people ask about work...." Yup! I agree that this is so true. Pink and blue papers are our rundowns for the studio and outdoor filming respectively. I'm SO SICK of looking at them, and hated it when I see a new stack on my desk. When people ask me about my job, I always sigh. haha! So, because of these reasons, the more I will NOT want to join them in any sports. I'm sorry, I'm not keen in knowing other people in that office. I just feel that I've known enough people to keep my days going.

I just think that sometimes, people who wants to plan such things do not have brains. Perhaps you think that we are very free or what? But I'll like to have a life of my own. I don't want everything about me everyday is revolved around those Mediacorp people.

Last night, I was talking to Baofei over sms about that survey too, asking her if she'd handed it up. We were talking about whether to still do communications in University. haha! Guess what! We both do not want to do communications anymore. We both share the same sentiments about the job. We absolutely hated it. Both of us wish so hard that we are instead doing some office job. Even though it can be quite monotonous, but at least, it's not tiring. We hated our contract, and hated the fact that we signed it so stupidly. We both find it so suffocating and really tied us down.. It's like.. no freedom. And, both of us are counting down to the end of our contract. 19th June!!!! I'm counting down!!!!

OMG... It feels so good to have someone who feels exactly the same thing as me about the job. At least I'm not alone... *SiGh* Now, I just wish that I'll do well for my A Levels and that I'll ease my mind that I'll be going to University this July. This will somehow be a motivation to me every morning to go to work... It feels like a big burden to my heart. Everyday, I just feel so sianz. I'm both scared and excited about getting my results. I really wish that I'd do well enough to get into University... There's always this "What if..." *SiGh* I really don't know... Sometimes, I really feel soooo f-up. I myself have something that is really about my life, that is my A Levels result, to worry about.. yet everyday, I'd to keep up with this stupid job that seriously, it's none of my business. F-up life...

Guess that's all... Till the next time...

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~~Saturday, February 26, 2005~~

9:56 AM

Winamp buzzing: Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

This is such a nice song..

I'll be off to work soon. So sian.. After enjoying for the past 2 days.. Need to go back to work again... Sianz.. Anyway, Kolay, Eunice... If want to meet for dinner at Toa Payoh right... Lets meet on Wednesday.. How about that? Cuz I'm working morning.. Want?

Will be back at night.. See ya..

Oh, I hope some of my tan will fade this week cuz I'll be in studio till Friday.. Yup..

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~~Friday, February 25, 2005~~

11:00 PM

OMG... You all have to go and watch Howl's Moving Castle (Hauru no Ugoku Shiro). It's really good. The story is just very simple. It's not those very complicated ones. Sometimes, simplicity just do the job. I think it's quite fairy-tale-like too.. It just makes you leave the theatre feeling as if you're in some fairyland or something.. The feeling is great! OMG... Please check out Hauru!!! He's really funny, not to mention good-looking. haha.. He's voiced by Takuya Kimura!! Absolutely attractive.

I think you all should go and catch this movie. There's everything for everyone.

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~~Thursday, February 24, 2005~~

11:52 PM

Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Chi Bang

Yay! Today is one happy day!!! I went shopping with Jean and Xiao Wen!!! However, my morning didn't start off too well. I woke up with a stomachache!!! I thought I was having gastric so I went to eat a heavy breakfast. It didn't help at all!!! I felt totally lousy. I ate this Chinese medicine for stomachache, but it didn't help too. I almost told Jean that I'd not be going for shopping with her. I went to the kitchen to dig for medicine that I used to eat for stomachache.. And I found this medicine for diarrhora and a pain-killer for it. I took them and went to sleep for a while. When I woke up, I found myself no long in pain!!! Wow... These medicine does work!

So, I met Jean at 2.30pm at Orchard. haha.. Jean was so extremely surprised when I told her I haven't spent any of my pay yet, other than on paying bills and for daily expenses. haha.. She wanted to "help me spend my pay", so she dragged me into Mango straight away. LOL.. Jean was in love with yellow. Actually it's because of my complexion. I'm SO TANNED. I was like saying that I looked like a "bang gali". LOL... Really.. My complexion is like TANNED, and it suited clothes that are yellow. Well, I bought this tank top at Mango. I myself quite like it too. I thought it's nice too.. hahaz...

We headed down to Far East Plaza for the fried chicken at Shinli (I spell correctly?) and more shopping. haha.. Both of us bought this collar top at Blossoms. The cartoons are so cute! The shop attendent was more... friendly. When we walked into the shop, she actually came up to me and said, "Wah!! You bought something from Mango ah!! What did you buy?? Is Mango having a sale?" I was like o_o????? Jean thought that shop attendent was my friend! LOL... Funny manz...

We walked around more, looking for flip-flops. We bought our flip-flops at Cineleisure finally. hahaz.. You people have to check out the postcards for the movie Hitch!! It's very cool. Anyway, Jean and I went to meet Xiao Wen at Orchard MRT station at around 6pm. We were like standing around waiting for her when we got approached by 2 creeps asking us to do some job survey. The guy who was asking me for the survey was sooo surprised that I'm working at Mediacorp. You can see that he's more interested in asking me about my job rather than asking me about the survey. Stupid guy... Even asked me, "Do you always go and tan?" Stupid... I know I very tanned... It was after that when Jean was like telling me that they are from some stupid D.M company or something... Everything about them is fake.. Out to cheat people. I'm like what-the-hell la... The guy was like asking me to give my hp number, saying that if I don't give then he won't get any pay for that piece of survey. I was like thinking that since we are all working, and I understand how important the pay is, so I gave lor... But they turn out to be fake.. Make me rather sianz lor... Stupid...

Met up with Xiao Wen after that.. She was soooo 'annoyed' at us when she saw how much we bought. hahaz! We had the waffles at Far East for dinner. OMG... SO NICE... hahaz... After that, we just went around again to help Xiao Wen look for her green tops and flip-flops. OH!! We took neoprints!! It was soooo fun. We didn't know how to operate that machine at all, so we just anyhow 'shoot'. haha.. It turned out rather nice!!! So, we took it the second time! hahaz.. We thought we were more 'experienced' but still quite flopped when doing those positionings. hahahz!!! Those neoprints turned out really nice!!! hahaz...

Ahh.. Feel so happy today.. Really glad that I'm no longer having my stomach ache, and that I went shopping and bought stuff!!!! Shopping is really women's favourite sport!!! hahahaz... ^.^

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~~Wednesday, February 23, 2005~~

10:56 PM

Winamp buzzing: Simple Plan - Welcome to My Life

I went to watch Constantine (finally!!!) with my Felix and my sista, Valerie!!! haha!! It's actually a last minute thing. Val was like asking me to quote some times for the show, and ended up we agreeing to watch it at JP!! It was like 5.30pm when we agreed on the movie, and we were watching the 6.50pm show!! haha... When Val and I met up, we were like screaming and hugging each other like 2 mad girls. It's been such a long long time since we met up!!!! Felix was like, "Hey! Why don't I get a hug?!?!" LOL...

Anyway, I think this movie is gooooood. I don't understand why people don't understand its plot at all. I think the story-line is rather simple and straight-forward. It surprised me totally when a lot of my friends told me that they don't understand the movie at all. It makes perfect sense to me. It's sort of like my kind of genre. Well, for those who want me to give them a simplified review of the movie right... Just tag me..

Well, I thought Keanu Reeves' did rather well for this role as John Constantine though the shadow of "THE ONE" still lingers. Looking at him will make me think of Matrix. I'm sorry, I watch The Matrix too... haha.. And it always like: Keanu Reeves = Mr Anderson = The One = Matrix. To me at least..

Val and I had some good time laughing at some scences in the show. I guess Val is the only one who can laugh with me for some sadistic scenes or whatsoever. haha.. No one can ever tahan how easily amused I can get when I'm watching movie, or rather, any show. Val and I had a good time laughing at the 2 times Constantine pointed the middle finger. I found the part when he puffed in the smoke into this cup with a spider. wahahahahaz... He even said, "Welcome to my life." It was so extremely funny!!! haha... I think some health ministry should consider screening this movie to as my citizens as possible. There's like SO MANY health prompts saying that smoking kills and it causes cancer.

I thought this movie is rather nice. Do catch it, especially when there's Keanu Reeves. It's good.

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4:34 PM

Winamp buzzing: Nicole Kidman & Ewan Mcgregor - Come What May

FINALLY!!!!! After working 8 days straight, I've a well-deserved 2 days off-days!!!! WEE!!!! I'm so happy!!! haha.. Actually work had been rather relaxing and fun to a certain extend. Only worked half-days for the past 3 days.. So it was like rather alright... The actors are all whom I like, so I enjoyed being with them too.

*SiGh* It's so extremely stupid. Whyne is like the "Jasper" at my workplace. HE JUST KEPT DISTURBING ME. ArGh... DAMN IRRITATING lehz... Stupid la.... When I was in school, I'd Jasper who's like kept disturbing me. Now, at work, I'd Whyne who kept disturbing me. Alex and Andy also joined in his "gang". Stupid... When Alex and Andy arrived today, the first thing they asked was, "Who's the soundman for today ah?" -__- But, it's nice to feel that after sometimes, when the crew got to know you, they treated you better... Like they will joke with you and such... Just that the crew consist of ALL GUYS. They will always crack dirty jokes and sometimes say stupid things to you.. Just have to get used to it. When a lot of guys get together, this is what happen la... haha...

Going to do studio from Saturday till next Wednesday.. No more scorching sun!!!!! hahhaaaz....

I hope my tan will fade soon.. I'm like SO DARK... I look toasted... Ma chiam "cao ta bread'" aka Kogepan....

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~~Tuesday, February 22, 2005~~

9:25 PM

Winamp buzzing: Ryan Cabrera - True

Came back from dinner with Kolay and Eunice at JEC. It was just a simple dinner at this Japanese fast food... What's it's name again? Couldn't remember... Anyway, it was really nice just talking... Talked about our work and of course... NEXT WEEK... RESULTS.. *SiGh* It's like a week away only? GeEz.. It's so frightening.

We met Bingyao there!!! haha.. I couldn't stop giggling when I saw him. I'm sorry!!!! haha.. Kolay must be so ready to strangle me and Eunice for laughing.. ahahaz! =P

hMm... Guess we'll be heading down to watch Howl's Moving Castle this Friday... hMmm... Hope we go!! It's been like so long since I last watch a movie!!! I feel so deprived!!!! AND!!!! GUESS WHAT!!!!! I SAW THE BIG POSTER OF ANAKIN SKYWALKER FROM STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!!!! OMG!!!! I wish May will come quickly!!!!! The movie will be out in May!!!! GEEZ!!!!!! I'm sooooo extremely excited and looking forward for the movie!!!!!! *SiGh* No girls will want to watch with me... I haven't seen another female Starwars fan around me!!! I'm like extremely sad!!!! CALLING OUT TO ALL MY GUY-FRIENDS!!!!!! DON'T FORGET TO ASK ME ALONG FOR THE MOVIE OKAY!!!!!!!!! Eh wait... I'll go date them instead. hahahahahahz!!! =P

STARWARS!!!!!!

May the Force be with You!!!!!

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4:54 PM

Winamp buzzing: F.I.R - Fly Away

OMG.. Yesterday and today were damn crazy.

I was working afternoon shift yesterday. We were filming at this cake shop and my director (Hui Yi) wanted it to look as if a lot of customers were coming in and out from the shop. So, everyone who was not in the mediacorp tee had to go down and be 'customers'. Damn funny la.. That stupid Alan Tern.. He kept making me laugh when I was one of the 'customers' in his shop. He was like saying, 'Eh.. Buy things no need to pay one ah?' Stupid... Then, the camera-assistant (CA) was Fei AGAIN. Stupid guy... Disturbed me again. Luckily Jeff wasn't the soundman, then I got spared from some of their nonsense.

I was working morning today. Today was more 'diaoz'. One of my female part-timer was sick, and she only informed my AP, Janet this morning. So guess what! Janet asked me to take up the role. I was like O_O!!!!!!! all the way la... Stupid... My director (Wen Wen) was really kind to take my lines out. I'd to act as the girl whom Alex (33) and Andy (44) disturbed and tried to pick up outside this factory la... Damn stupid la... Alex was like laughing and laughing when he knew that I'd to take over the girl. The crew was so amused too that they also kept disturbing me after that. STUPID!!!!!!!! My soundman for the day was Whyne. Wah lao... He just kept teasing me and disturbing me... See him also sian.... He conviently took over Fei for the day. Fei was the CA today AGAIN. Sometimes, those crew people can be so irritating.

*SiGh* Getting the results NEXT WEEK.. I'm soooo scared.. And worried... But at the same time really looking forward to it... I was talking to Andy and Alex on the bus today after filming at Duxton Hill. They were like 2 big brothers to me. Alex was like giving me some ideas of University faculties and such cuz he's now in the University too. Andy was like comforting and telling me not to be worried. haha.. Andy is DAMN COOL okay.. He's a trainer at the California Gym. Cool ehz! hahaz...

Worked half day for today.. Going to meet Kolay, Eunice and maybe Clara for dinner!!!! I'm sooooo looking forward to it!! It's been so long since we last met up!!!! AHHH!!!!!

*SiGh* I just called my mom, and she told me that my Godmother was hospitalised again. Same old problem. Stroke. She couldn't regonise anyone of them again... I feel so upset right now.. I'm going to go and visit her tomorrow.. Hope she'll be better tomorrow..

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~~Monday, February 21, 2005~~

9:54 AM

Winamp buzzing: Brian McFadden - Irish Son

wahaha.. Start of the relax week.. I'm working half-day today.. From 1pm to 7pm.. Think will end even earlier than I thought.. Please end early!!!

Anyway, after a day out filming, my face turn really red after being in the sun.. I found it so weird cuz we ain't in the sun much at all!!! I guess it's the radiation of the sun or something... Even though you're in some shaddy area, you will still get tanned. The most stupid thing is that I put sun block on my hands and legs, but not my face.. So my face turned all red... I'M SOOOO DUMB!!!!!

Well, I watched Black Hawk Down last night.. It's such a nice movie!!!! JOSH HARNETT!!!!! haha... I found the movie really sad though.. The scenes and everything.. Just reflect the cruelty of war... I especially remember the scene when the son accidentally shot his father dead.. So sad..

Jean!!!! Think we meet on Thurs. I think it's quite hard for me to tell you to meet me exactly on what time. We shall meet on the day when we both are not working!!! hee hee... Okay?

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~~Saturday, February 19, 2005~~

10:47 PM

Winamp buzzing: Brian Mcfadden - Real to Me

haha.. Today was an interesting day. Remember the soundman who I said is quite cute? It's okay that it doesn't ring any bells to anyone cuz it's been quite sometime since I last mentioned him. He's a very young soundman, and he's quite cute actually. Too bad he smokes. His name is Jeff.

It's been a lot of weeks since I'd him as the soundman. I was like checking him out the other time.. haha.. =X Cuz I think he's cute mah.. I was quite surprise to have him as the soundman, but I didn't really check him out that much la.. haha.. This time round, it was him who checked me out... -_-

He must have said something to one of the crew members, Fei during lunch. After lunch, Fei just kept disturbing me and Jeff. First he was like asking for my name and saying that Jeff wants to know... He even disturb and poke Jeff when he was recording sound using that big broom mic.. Crazy right! I thought both of them were very amusing. haha.. Then, Fei said again, "Eh, he wants to ask you out for movie." I gave a "HUH?!" straight away and gave him a -_____- look.. Jeff then looked at me and gave me a 'Then how?" look. LOL.. I actually told him that if he treats me the movie, I'll go... I should have say I want to watch Constantine!!! I haven't watch!!! haha... Interesting guy.. So funny. Lamer manz!

That stupid Fei then kept telling the people around about me and Jeff. Jeff was so ready to punch him. haha.. That stupid Fei... Better don't tell everyone.. It's only the matter of time when a lot of people know.. This kind of gossip is those that people talks over meals. Stupid Fei.. going to box him next time I see him... Anyhow say..

Today was rather interesting and amusing la.. With all those stupid stuff about Jeff and Fei.. But really tired too.. Going to sleep soon.. Nightz...

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~~Thursday, February 17, 2005~~

10:16 PM

Winamp buzzing: Rick Price - Heaven Knows

I've start to believe this: Worst times won't get any worser, so good times will come... Or something like that.. Can't remember the exact saying.

I love my schedule for next week!! Even though I've to work till next Thursday for my next off-day, but it's basically a very relax schedule. I just have to tahan through tomorrow, Saturday and Sunday. I'll be working half-day on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday next week!! So, it will be a good time to meet up with friends.. Hee hee... And I'm not working on Thursday and Friday! I can really rest...

I'm really glad that I only have to start work at 1pm on Monday!! That means I can watch Black Hawk Down on Sunday night without having to worry that I'll not have enough sleep!!!! WEE... I'm so happy...

Work for today was alright. Kevin Su (or is it Gavin Su?) from Dream FM is one of the actors for this show and he's one funny guy. He tricked me yesterday, and I managed to bluff him today!!! wahaha.. It was one funny joke we played on him. My producer was like saying I was acting so well that if next time she needed any part-timers, she will look for me... LAME....

Spent the entire afternoon in Paragon.. LOL.. I love indoor shots... We were shooting at those "high class" shops.. OMG... Just merely looking at the price tags are enough to make me faint... Those stuff are insanely expensive..

Well, today was actually good.. Camera-man was Ah Dong. He wasn't as mad as the other time. In fact, I like him! He has this fatherly look (ya! He really looks like a father.), and is very gao xiao. His "followers" are very funny too.. I kept laughing at the soundman today... He always sit at a side with his pouch and stuff tuning the sound. He's really skinny and such, so it was actually quite funny to see. He ended up always talking plain trash to me when I asked him stuff in return of me laughing at him.. Stupid. Got the other guy in the crew.. I think he looks like a monkey!!! He really does... Golden hair.. tanned complexion, not very tall for a guy... skinny... Ain't I describing a monkey!!

This is such a great phrase: Tough times don't last, tough people do!!!!!

SO TRUE!!

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~~Wednesday, February 16, 2005~~

9:59 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Dao Dai

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!! I'm so glad that I've asked Millard for this song!! I should have guessed that he'll have this song!!! I told Millard that Jay's version is so much nicer than Jolin's version, and he said that that was a bias remark. Haha! Maybe! But, you all have to agree that this song is really nice. Jay wrote it. =P

Anyway, today is a comforting day. They informed me that the bag was actually with Li Si Qi, the actress, and she left it at home. So it's not my fault! I hate them for spoiling my evening yesterday.. ArGh...

Ended work early today.. I'm so glad! If you all don't know, I've made this "Working Schedule" column whereby I post my working times... Easier for us to all arrange gatherings and outings!!! Weez...

Ok.. Here's the lovely lyrics of this song!

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~~Tuesday, February 15, 2005~~

10:35 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Dao Dai (concert only!)

I know now.. When I'm feeling down and upset and depressed, it's okay that I don't have anyone to pour my sorrows now... As long as I have something by Jay to listen to... It makes me feel much better... Really....

I went to meet Kolay for dinner at BK today. I'm glad that we'd arranged to meet cuz I'd someone to talk to.. Something happened at work ONCE AGAIN.. The same old stuff again.. This time, if really cannot find that bag (YES! ONCE AGAIN, IT'S A BAG AGAIN.) I may be in trouble... Trying to recall things that happened that day.. I think we brought the bag back to wardrobe.. I'm quite certain. I'll go and check tomorrow morning. I think they need it today, but seems like it's okay.. I went to read the script and it seems alright and not very important... So I just have to pray like crazy that it's ok... I feel ok now... Thanks alot Kolay... For trying so hard to distract me by talking to me about other topics that I also don't want to talk about! haha...

Anyway... Talking to Kolay over dinner really good.. Can pour out all my frustration about my stinky job. Thanks for listening to my grumbles!!! I think I can keep myself going till the next off-day... Really.. Now, my life.. I treasure my family a lot, my friends alot.. may it be my sec sch friends or JC friends... I just think those people you know at work at not friends at all. They are just people that come and go in your life. Insignificant. Now, I just want to be able to wake up in the morning and see that everyone in my family are fine and well, head to work, do what I've to do and do it right, wait for the time to knock off, go home eat dinner and shower and go online talk to some friends, go to sleep... Follow the same routine and wait for the next off-day... Occasionally sms some good friends during work to keep myself cheerful... or meet up with friends after work or during off-day...

I'm waiting for the 19th of June... The day after my birthday... The day when my contract ENDS... When it ends, everyone please promise to go party and celebrate it with me. Congrats me for being tough and tide through such a tough and sickening job. I shall remember this... Something that SQ, XH, Eunice and I had told Kolay when she was grumbling about her job.... "Tough times don't last, tough people do." YES... I shall also remember things that other people had said to me to keep me going.... I feel so... I don't know.. I need people to push and encourage me on... I'm so lack of motivations... I think I have a really bad character... Doing things half way... Interest span is very short... So.. Make me kick that habit..

I think I used to depend too much on a particular person when I was feeling down. Whenever I'm down, I'll look for that person. And, I'm so used to that person always being there.. Now that that person cannot be always be there... I feel quite lost.. All a sudden, I don't know who I can turn to. I know that I've several friends around, but I wasn't used to pouring my sorrows to them... Well.. I think I've to rearrange my life again... Yup...

I'm gonna get through this.. Nothing can be tougher than studying for the A Levels. I can get through that, so I can get through this stinky job too.

Next time, don't work in Mediacorp. My advice to all.

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3:39 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Gui Ji

Today is my OFF-DAY!!! After today, I'll have to work till God-Knows-When cuz no more off day for me for the rest of this week.. *SiGh* But it will be ok.. Just 5 more days till end of week.. And I'll get my next week schedule soon.. I should be counting down to the next pay day!! It's COMING.. WAHAHAHA.... It's just WORKING...

Anyway, as I've promised, I've gotten some screen captures for Jay's Concert. It's just the disc1.. For the rest of it, go get the VCD!!!! Or maybe, if I'm kind, I'm lend you. hahahahaha!!!!!! Hope you all will enjoy looking at the pics. The quality of the pics are not so good. I'm sorry...

Logo for the concert

Jay's entry for the concert

His stage top view

Changed costume.. Singing Ti Tian and Ba Wo Hui Lai Le

The male sop that he'd for his concert wor!

Jay playing Chinese flute!!!!

Jay trying to dance... LOL

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~~Monday, February 14, 2005~~

9:43 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Yuan You Hui

First of all, dedicating this beautiful romantic song to all of you for this Valentines.. Happy Valentines to everyone!

The Valentine's Day for this year is miserable cuz I've to WORK!!! haiz.. It's just not right to work on V-day. haha.. Terence Cao bought us roses... So I got this rose from him... zzz... I'm not happy at all cuz I received a rose from someone I don't like... zzzz... I took it reluctantly.. Since he bought it at Far East Floral, and it costed a good $10 per stalk.. I took it home la..

A lot of thoughts on my mind now... A lot of to-do or not-to-do on my mind... I need to sort my thoughts out...

To Jean: Thanks for the translation... GeEz... That's one creepy message.. I deleted all away.. Eek...
To Lizhen: Don't worry!! If you made up your mind not to buy the VCD, you can always borrow from me!!! Good things must share!

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~~Sunday, February 13, 2005~~

10:01 PM

Winamp buzzing: Five For Fighting - 100 Years

ArGh.. This really annoys me. Someone flooded my tagboard, and I don't know who that person was. This is really crazy. When I was on Haloscan, nothing of such ever happens. Now, when I'm on tagboard, this kind of thing starts to happen... To that person who flooded my tagboard, I'm sorry I can't read anything that you'd posted cuz I don't read Malay. And, next time when you want to post anything, post once. Don't flood. Please be considerate. From the look of the Malay words, and after translating some of the words, I don't think this message is friendly. To the person who posted the message, if you have anything you want to comment, just write in English. If you want to post and yet not let me know what you saying, don't post. It annoys me alot when people flood tagboards.

Anyway, today is a day under that scorching sun. It's really SCORCHING. I put sun block and I still got darker and red. One lucky thing was that I put on a cap, and my face actually didn't suffer much "burns". The weather nowadays is really very hot. Everyone is having bush fires and such. Tomorrow will be another HOT day... Filming at somewhere without shades and DAMN HOT.... It's scary to the extend that it's better to wear LONG SLEEVES under that scorching sun rather than getting roasted and burnt under that scary sun. I think I'll be wearing long sleeves tomorrow... to save my skin from roasting... I'm trying to save myself from getting too roasted.. Rather be warm and stuffy than roasted and burnt.

Oh well... Work starts again... Sian.

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~~Saturday, February 12, 2005~~

10:22 PM

Winamp buzzing: Avril Lavigne - Complicated

I'm feeling sian. I have to go back to work tomorrow after such a long Chinese New Year break... Today Jeannie called me, hoping that I can take over her today for her show as she is sick.. Diaoz... Everyone had around 4 days break for my show lor... I have my show to follow and I deserve my rest. Her shift was in afternoon somemore, and I'll be working morning tomorrow. I must be dead stupid to agree to take over. I have my own show to follow.. My mom is right. It's just a tempt job, no need to work your life on it. Just do your part. Period. No more additional stuff for me.

*SiGh* I wish I get my results soon.. I'm praying for the best for my result... It's like... When you know that you can go into university, a big worry in your heart will disappear. No matter how disgusting and tiring and stress work can be, you can always think of university life. It's something comforting, and makes you get on with your life.

I think I'll be getting my nightmares on getting my results soon. I'm those who will only feel it when it's like super near.. *SiGh* I'm really scared that I didn't do well...

Anyway, today is a nice day. The usual gang had this gathering at Jasper's house. I wasn't intending to go actually, but after much thinking, I went. I met up with Kolay, Eunice, SQ and XH at JE before heading down to Tiong Baru. It was super funny. Kolay, Eunice and I all wore pink top. SQ and XH were like saying that we were like a gang. It really feel REALLY GOOD to meet just chat and lame with them!!!!! AHHH.... Great feeling. There's always laughter. Same old gang!!!! We should find time to go down to Bukit Timah play pool and eat prata if we've the time!!! *hint hint!* At Jasper's house, we all actually broke into 2 groups, one majiong and one blackjack. SQ, XH, Eunice, Gavin, Aili, Kolay and I were the majiong gang. SQ were teaching XH majiong (but not very successful cuz XH was fooling around!). I was just looking at them play.. Gavin was teaching Aili majiong.. Well, it's nice. I kept eating Jasper's new year goodies. hahaha... I'm such a pig. I left early.. At around 4.30pm cuz I had relatives at home. haha..

Well, all my cousins (maternal) and aunties were all over at my house.. It's nice to see them again. haha.. Just the usual few of them. I'd a cousin who's going into university this year too. It's so stressful for me!!! He's confirm going cuz he already has a seat there!! What about me?!?! Still don't know.. So... *SiGh* He told me to inform him when I got my result.. *SiGh* How.. I'm scared... Anyway! My cousin Ken's son is so super cute!!!! His name is Kenneth. haha.. SO CUTE!!! Kept running around and kissing stuff. haha!!!! So adorable!!!! He's my COUSIN's son, which makes me his aunty actually. LOL...

Need to head for bed soon... Going to work tomorrow AGAIN.... *SiGh* Working life sucks. I've to tell this to everyone EVERYDAY cuz it's super true. I've been there for studying and working, and I know how it feels like for both. TREASURE STUDYING.

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~~Friday, February 11, 2005~~

11:41 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou concert songs

WEE!!! I just finish watching the entire concert!!!! IT ROCKS TOTALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay.. Let me slowly tell you about some interesting parts to tempt all of you to get it!!!! Well, basically, everyone knows that his entry into the concert was like "WOW", and it's really "WOW". Well, for this concert, you can see that Jay really tried hard to do dancing, but he's really a dance idiot. You look at him dance, you can LAUGH like crazy. But he really did try la... His dance instructor was really kind to let him just do simple movements. During the song "Wo De Di Pan", you can see him do this really funny move, and he himself was like laughing cuz it looks quite stupid and funny. hahahaz... So cute!

There's many funny moments. There's one time after Nan Quan Ma Ma had performed, and was leaving the stage, he went up to one of them and ask him why he didn't remember his lyrics. The guy actually said, "I'm sorry. Bye bye!" LOL... Stupid.. Then, he informed the audience about Nan Quan Ma Ma, and said that their CD is very worth the money too. He asked them, "Did you all get their CD?" The audiences replied 'YES!'. Then he actually said, "I knew it... You all came to see them, not see me..." LAME RIGHT!!!! haha...

He himself also always forget lyrics. Then, when he forgot any part, he will just add his own in... They all sounded good, so it's like we all won't know he actually forgot until he said it after the song. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE WAY HE SANG 'Ge Qian'. He was at the piano, singing.. GOSH... And, in case you all didn't know, he brought a PINK piano with him for this concert. Yup.. haha..

YES! This concert is SO WORTH watching. It's SUCH A WASTE that I didn't go for this concert... I'm REGRETING LIKE CRAZY!!!!!! I have to wait for 2 YEARS for the next concert... haiz.... I'm SO SAD!!!!!!!!!! It's worth getting the concert VCD!! The entire concert is GREAT!!! It's an outdoor concert for Taipei, so they actually had fireworks.. So cool ah..

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9:45 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay concert live songs (from Keck Soon)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JAY CHOU ROCKS TO THE CORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I went to buy Jay's Incomparable concert VCD!!!!!!!!! It's REALLY SUPER WORTH THE MONEY!!!!!! IT'S SO SUPER NICE!!!!!!!!!!! REALLY!!!! GO GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG.. I'm soooooooooooo impressed by the song 'Ti Tian' and 'Ba Wo Hui Lai Le' cuz he actually played a Chinese flute!!!!! He's SO TALENTED don't you think!!!!!! OMG.... It's SO SUPER NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really!!!! GO GET IT!!!! YOU WON'T REGRET IT!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I only watch disc 1.. Going to watch disc 2 and 3 later.. cuz currently online sending XH stuff.. haha..

Ok.. I'll calm down.

Well, I went back to school today with some of my classmates.. We talk to teachers, walk around the school, eat canteen food, talk to some juniors... REALLY NICE feeling... Stayed really long in school.. I really miss school days.. Talked to some juniors, and they complained about school work and studying.. I actually told them to treasure studying time. They were like saying that they are sick of studying and school work that they will rather be out there working. Well, it's hard to tell them how exactly it is out there working until they experience it themselves.

All the teachers saw us, and said, "3 weeks." Well, it's 3 weeks to the release of the A Levels result. Well, it's true. 3 weeks. I hope it comes soon.. I want to get my results.. haiz... But I'm really scared... Scared.. Scared... A lot of WHAT IFs...... haiz.......

I miss school!!!! School rocks!!!!!

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~~Thursday, February 10, 2005~~

10:15 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Yuan You Hui

Kolay was just saying that she'll smile when she sees Wilbur Pan when this lovely song from Jay Chou came on my winamp and I just smiled. haha.. Listening to Jay's songs just makes me SMILE! haha.. Jay does wonders to my world!!!! haha.. I'm kidding. I sound like a mad woman. Actually, I am becoming more and more tempted into buying Jay's Incomparable Concert VCD. However, I know that they'll be giving the Poster Calendar, so I was like wondering what I should do to the poster.. I already have it.. So.. Maybe I'll give it away.. See how.. See which fellow Jay fan hasn't got it..

There's this gathering at Jasper's house this Saturday with the usual gang of people.. Really feel like going but my relatives are coming over to my house on that day.. Hope I can arrange the stuff, and I can maybe pop-by.. Don't know.. But Jasper's house is over at Tiong Baru.. Kinda far... So... Don't know.. Still considering...

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~~Wednesday, February 09, 2005~~

9:52 PM

Winamp buzzing: Yellowcard - Only One

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!!

I didn't go for any visitings today cuz there's no where to go. I just went to some temples with my parents. I didn't really want to go initially cuz it's so damn HOT outside. I still went in the end.

My godmother is still in hospital. She was supposed to be discharged yesterday, but something happened last night, and she couldn't. She still have to stay in the hospital.. I hope her situation has not worsen... *SiGh* I hope she gets well soon.

I have nothing to do just now, so I just went to read my blog archives. Really nice to read about them.. It's just so funny.. I found myself laughing a certain things that I said. LOL..

To my class girls, SICKO and IQ ZERO... I miss you girls!! Even though it seems like we just had dinner at Cartel together, it seems like ages since I last met up with you people!!!

To Eunice, Clara, SQ, XH, WD, KY, Gavin, Jasper....... etc.... I miss you people terribly... It feels so long ago since we last met up...

Don't know.. It just feel so long ago since we all had seen each other... I miss them all!!!

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm off to watch Spider man... AXN is showing it now... at 10pm I mean..

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~~Tuesday, February 08, 2005~~

5:35 PM

Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Hui You Na Me Yi Tian

CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Going to eat reunion dinner soon, so I'm going to make this fast.

Well, even though today is Chinese New Year eve, I still had to work today.. I don't mind working today at all cuz I get to rest till Sunday!!!! *Grin* Work for today was really slacking!

To Kolay: Now I know why you say Alan Tern is nice.

Well, Alan Tern is really very nice. We were shooting this scene whereby he was to throw a chair down a flat. I went up the flat with him to cue him. So, when the director was filming the other scenes with Felicia and Pierre, both of us just slacked and chit-chat. He's really nice and easy to talk to!! We kept "gossiping" about the scenes. haha.. We got "scolded" by Whyne, the soundman cuz he could hear the whispering sounds coming from the flat. LOL... Alan was really funny. We were at level 3 when he was like, "I really need to go to the toliet." So, in the end, he went into someone's house to use the toilet. hahahaz!!

Well, today was a nice day.

And, nowadays is really warm and dry. Remember to drink a lot of water..

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~~Monday, February 07, 2005~~

9:40 PM

Winamp buzzing: Monica - Angel of Mine

Actually the font colour contrast nicely with the background on my laptop, but I think we adjust different brightness level for different coms. So, for the benefit of everyone's eyes, I changed the font colour. Hope it's alright.

Nothing much to update today. Just that I'm tired.. I slept for like 5 hours only. I feel like a zombie. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ PLEASE LET ME FIND THE MOTIVATIONS TO GO TO WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!! Last time there's people there to make me look forward to work.. Now I really feel work is so boring. The people is just so... boring.

My face feels like it's burning. My lips are super dry. What's happening? ArGh.. I think I need a rest.

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~~Saturday, February 05, 2005~~

10:26 PM

Winamp buzzing: Simple Plan - One

I stayed home today cuz I'm on MC. I just love lazing around at home. I love it when I've time on my hands. I went to the NTU website to look at the different faculties again.. Just merely browsing through and reading about each course.. Now, I look at the courses in School of Communication in a different light. There's this course that allows graduates to be producers and directors in future. I just wish to just laugh and yell, "HEY!!! You don't need a degree to be a producer!!!" And this is bloody true. After working at Mediacorp, I know. No matter whether you have a degree or just an O Level cert (like me now working temp there), you will still need to work from scratch there. Imagine holding a degree and they asked you to start off as a Production Assistant to train you into an Assistant Producer, then to a Producer. Wahahaz... At that time, you will just wish that you'd burn all your books and lecture notes. Quoted from a AP who graduated from NTU School of Communication, "Working and what that was learnt in school is totally different."

Looking at those letters from the various Universities and browsing through their website makes me feel like I'm a student once again. Working for too long is really not good. It makes me lose touch with things like school and books. I miss studying. All students out there must be laughing at this stupid comment that I'd made, but it's true.

Come to think of it, in less than a month's time, I'll be getting my A Levels result. I'd been thinking about it everyday. It's been on my mind everyday. I'm really scared to get back my results, but at the same time hope to get my results really soon. I want to get my results back to reassure myself that I'll be heading back to school in July after all those working shit.

Sometimes, negative imagines and thoughts like "What if I've done badly..?" come across my mind.. Seriously, beyond those thoughts about great university life, I've to snap myself back to reality that there's always a "what if..".

I don't know... I wish I can get my results soon...

Anyway, I changed my layout. I just want to change it. I use back tagboard after being on haloscan for so long. I feel that I need a change for that too. haha.. I have no inspirations on what my layout has to be, so I just used black and blue colour.. haha.. It turns out rather neat.. haha..

Going back to work tomorrow.. I'm SO SIAN ABOUT WORK... I need to inject some life into my life!!!!! It's getting so monotonous and boring!!!!! *Sigh* Never mind.. Maybe I'm PMSing...

Well, he called me last night after so long. It has been ages since we last chatted on the phone. Ever since he booked in to NS, he hasn't called. Just an occasion rare sms that's all. We haven't met since then too. It feels like ages. I'm just glad to hear a familiar voice after so long. It's just.. nice.

I really think work is eating into my life.. It's been such a long time since I last wrote long serious entry like this.. Since I started working, I only rant about my work and the people there. *SiGh* It just amaze me how some people can be so passionate about this job. Yes, this job can be interesting, but it's not something that someone can work for like... 3 years?

I just hope I can pour all my rantings into a bottle and throw them all away... I don't hate the nature of my job. It's fun but quite tiring. I hate the people there!!!! I dislike this girl call Xiao Hei!! I think she looks disgusting, sound gross, and she's the most disgusting girl I'd seen!!! SHE SMOKES and she thinks it's damn cool. I'm sorry.. It's a total culture shock. I don't like LIN XIANG PING cuz she has a haolian face and disgusting think-she-so-great attitude. I don't like ZHANG YAO DONG cuz I think he's such a HIMBO. Totally brainless. I think someone should just advice him not to talk too much cuz most of what he said will just let people laugh at him. I don't like TERENCE CAO cuz his attitude SUCKS too.. Always LATE and stupid ATTITUDE.

Ok.... I'm done for the moment. I apologise if I offended anyone.. These are just my personal comments. No offend.

I need to have this kind of complaining entry once in a while to keep myself sane... Yea..

Till the next time...

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~~Friday, February 04, 2005~~

9:50 PM

Winamp buzzing: Train - Ordinary

I went to the docs today. I got a MC for tomorrow. WAHAHAHA... Slack at home.

Well, I slacked at home today too. I kept reading a book that I borrowed on Wednesday. It's call Breath, Eyes, Memory by Edwidge Danticat. It's about a girl call Sophie Caco who moved from Haiti to US. It's sort of like those 3rd World country story.. Pretty nice.. It's easy reading too.. I finished the book today.. Going to start on the next book call The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini.. The author used to live in Afghanistan, so the story actually take place there. Hope it will be a nice book..

I'm really looking forward to Chinese New Year.. Going to eat a lot and play a lot!! WEE~

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~~Thursday, February 03, 2005~~

9:57 PM

Winamp buzzing: Ryan Cabrera - True

I just want to say that I fall sick.. I'm having a sore throat.. There's no doctor for me to see at this hour.. I'm going to a doc tomorrow.. which is my off-day.. zz..

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~~Wednesday, February 02, 2005~~

10:14 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Qi Li Xiang

My Godmother had a stroke.

I went to TTSH to visit her with my mom. When I saw her, my heart just broke.. She looked so weak and helpless.. Please.. Help her.. Cure her.. Make her well.. I'm glad that she could recognise me. It had at least assure me that she is recovering. Mom said my Godmother couldn't recongise anyone yesterday.

I was almost in tears when I was in the ward. I just turned away. I didn't want my Godmother to see.. Sometimes, my Godmother will talk and mumble stuff that don't make any sense.. The nurse said that at this time, somethings that she said will not make any sense..

It breaks my heart to see her like that.. It was only a month ago when she came to my house-warming.. How can this happen suddenly..? It's so sudden.. She only said that her leg was giving her some problem..

When I left with my mom, I just broke into tears.. Please let her recover.. Please don't let her suffer from any other stroke attacks anymore..

She's going to recover right?

Life is so unpredictable.. Now, I truly felt and understood that we have to treasure everyone around us.. You will never know what is going to happen..

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~~Tuesday, February 01, 2005~~

10:28 PM

Winamp buzzing: Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated

Work was tiring today. There was a lot of running about for me. The weather was warm. I felt totally sick. One moment I was outside feeling really warm, the next moment I was at some cafe.. I was shivering in the cafe.. I was wearing sleeve-less you see...

I'm tired.. So grateful for the off-day tomorrow.. I can sleep for a long long time!

And.. Everyone.. regardless of what race and religion you are in.. Please put my Godmother in your prayers.. Please pray for her.. She was hospitalised yesterday.. Something just went very wrong with her brain.. Something went around with one of a small vein.. She couldn't regonise some people sometmes.. It's scary.. Please let her recover and be well.. Please pray for her...

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