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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
8:26 PM

Winamp buzzing: Maroon 5 - She will be Loved

Well! Today wasn't a school day at all. It's ACES Day-cum-Teachers-Day-Celebration. Honestly, I think none of us took the work-out seriously. We were like fooling around with each other. After the work-out, everyone of us in 03S13 rushed off to the toliet to change into our class t-shirt. haha! How cool was that!
Well.. The celebration was okay I guess. At the end of the celebration, the whole class was like taking class photo. It was really nice.. Hope Lizhen and Sigmund upload those photos soon! =) Sigmund was like tempting me to go back to CTSS. I actually didn't want to go cuz I was planning to go do studying with Kolay at JEC. End up, I met Keng Hwang at JE MRT station. Then, I decided to go back. haha! On the train back to Clementi, we met Yong Cheng. After that, at Clementi, we met up with Millard and went back together. It was kinda cool cuz we managed to see quite a number of people from my batch there. There's quite a number of them from my class who went back!! hMm.. Benny, Felix, Yi Long, Yong Cheng, Millard, Keng Hwang, Ivan, Wai Kit, Jia Jun, Sau Yan, Boon Kee and Yun Ling.. Yup! Lek and YY didn't come! Quite disappointed cuz REALLY been a LONGGGG time I last saw both of them.
Miss Tan and Mr Lau couldn't remember some of our name! We were like playing name games with them. So funny! We chatted for very long time with Miss Lim. Really nice to see her again. Talked to Miss Low too! haha! Sigmund and I "complained" to Miss Low about Mr Siraj. How amusing! Miss Low is Mr Siraj's teacher too when he was in VJC. LOL.. It was so hilarious.
After we left the school, I got dragged off by the guys to eat lunch. haha.. But the KFC was so crowded, so I left to meet Kolay at JEC to do studying.
It is really nice to be able to meet up with them. I guess the next time I'll see them will be after my A Levels, when I asked them out for KBOX!!!
I miss 4D1 people!! All the laughter they brought to my life.. haha.. Yong Cheng and Millard suddenly mentioned those times in class whereby they sat behind me and sang Jay Chou's songs. It's sooooo memorable!! haha.. Yong Cheng started singing "Ban Dao Tie He", and I told him that he'd to change the song now, cuz now is "Qi Li Xiang". So true.. The Jay song that's so "hot" then was "Ban Dao Tie He". Benny slimmed down! He was like beaming at everyone when they said that he'd slimmed down. LOL.. The guys still make fun of me and my height. >_<.. I still love agruing with Millard. hahahaz.. I think Millard is really one of my best buddy in secondary school!! Really missed him quite a bit!
HmMm... So nice.. Miss them!!!

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Monday, August 30, 2004
9:00 PM

Winamp buzzing: Five For Fighting - Something About You

So! It's Physics Practical.. Quite flop, but quite okay too. My first experiment is this oscillation thingy. The setup sucks TOTALLY. You need to tie strings to 2 metre rules so as to make one of them able to oscillate.. It's quite difficult for me to describe it entirely. It's sort of sucks, but I still managed to do quite quickly considering how slow I am during the setting up. I hope I do fine in it.. I suck at oscillation practicals. I finished it rather fast, so I'd the time to read the second experiment beforet the change-over. It's really easy. The set-up and everything. BUT.. I forgot to plot this point on my graph cuz it's totally out of my graph range.. I was being so panicky as the time was almost up when I decided to erase my whole graph.. I didn't care about that value though.. I just re-plot that same graph that I'd erased.. Dumb right.. It's quite flop due to that missing point.. Other than that.. It's rather ok.. I hope I'll score in it though.. I'm better at electricity practicals..
I was in the first shift, so had to be "quarantined" in the LT.. Nothing much.. Released at 12.30pm and went off with SQ and Eunice. My class girls were going to eat at Jack's Place at Causeway Point.. Didn't feel like going cuz they were eating Jack's Place. Well, the 3 of us waitd for XH in the alumni room.. He's in the second shift.. SQ turned MAD. Kept talking trash. haha..
The 4 of us went to Lot1 for Mac.. It's sort of crazy cuz we ordered this 4-person BIG MEAL. SQ started to get a really bad gastric.. >_< We were trying to force him to eat more and drink milk. haha.. It was totally crazy at mac.. Filled with Sesame Street Big Bird and Barney the Purple Dinosaur. Totally crazy.
We decided to head down to XH's house to study.. Kinda nice cuz we played songs after songs.. Played JAY CHOU songs!! And alot more of course.. When it was around 7pm, XH and SQ started to get a bit of a nut. They started to throw eraser at each other. Eunice and I were like -_____-.... But ended up joining in. haha..
I think we laughed too much at XH's house. Feeling so tired after that. haha.. Kinda fun.
I'm heading for dinner now.. YuMZ!

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Sunday, August 29, 2004
9:31 PM

Winamp buzzing: Hilary Duff - Come Clean

I'm feeling grumby. I really don't know what to anticipate for Physics Practical tomorrow. I thought there will be design experiment tomorrow until Jasper informed me that design experiment is Paper 5.. I looked through those previous practicals that I did during my practicals. Well... Physics practical has always been a breeze for me cuz I like doing them.. But then again, this is my first Practical EXAM. Unlike in secondary school, when they actually give you SO MANY practical test that you are sort of used to it..
I looked at those previous practicals but didn't seem to glean anything from it. I tried during Chemistry TYS.. But seem to have sort of lost touch with it. DAMN IT... I feel so restless..
Bye.
Time: 9.31pm

Winamp buzzing: Five For Fighting - Something About You

I slept at 5.30am and woke up at 10.45am!! This is a good example of weird sleeping routine..
I saw the MTV for Jay Chou - Jie Kou. I don't like the MTV.. other than the scene whereby he and his band are playing. It's really nice. TOMORROW PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!!
*studying*
Time: 12.48pm

Winamp buzzing: Kelly Clarkson - Break Away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
Make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

*Smile* I'm glad that I've postive comments regarding the layout. I like the picture too. It's so sweet isn't it.
To Keck Soon: I guess you'll have to bare with the font, cuz I'm growing really comfortable with it. =p
I feel so bloated. I just had supper. Can't believe I actually ate it at this hour. hMm.. Actually, I just woke up. I was sleeping when my brother brought back the supper. I guess I'm going to stay up to do work to digest those food. We can't sleep straight after supper. It makes you go fat.
Oh, this song that I'm listening now is from the movie "The Princess Diary 2 - Royal Engagement". It's REALLY NICE.
I just come online to make myself more awake by typing something.. Nothing much really.. It's such a crazy hour now.. 2.08am in the morning. I'll update later, when possible.
Time: 02.08am

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Saturday, August 28, 2004
11:50 AM

Winamp buzzing: Usher - You'll Be In My Heart

Changed layout!!!! FINALLY.. This is my first time doing layout here.. So I'm sort of trying out. The image is VERY plain, I know. As long as I like, who CARES! I'm sort of.. sick of the Moulin Rouge layout, though it is really neatly done by the designer.. But I really want something belong to ME as the layout.. Meaning the picture.. Cuz the rest of the template is pretty much the same. Plain is me.
Oh, I think my layout looks like my new bag. The girls were saying my bag is kinda boy-ish cuz it's too plain. It's just black and grey. >_< I thought it was pretty nice cuz it's plain. haha!
It's such a lazy Saturday.. I LOVE weekends.. Just staying at home..
Sometimes, I just wish that I have the ability to know what's on other people's mind. I'm tired.. of just wondering, guessing, and getting scared.
So much had happened, and I'm suddenly scared.. scared of you.

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Friday, August 27, 2004
10:20 PM

Winamp buzzing: Liz Phair - Why Can't I

I feel tired now.. But I know I've to do work later!! =(
XH managed to help me composed "Qi Li Xiang" ringtone successfully!!!! YAY!!!! I was like so super duper happy. He REALLY made my day with the RINGTONE! It's so super nice. I went around disturbing people with the ringtone. Also, I sent the ringtone to Lizhen, Jean and Lena. hahahahaha!!! Jay Chou ROCKS!!!
Offical lessons only started at 1pm today. It was pure maddness today. I'd an one hour break early in the morning cuz I'm not taking Econs. Then, we had a break again, cuz there's no PE for the day. After that, we'd break AGAIN cuz Mr Siraj was absent from school. SO, we had breaks from 8am till 1pm. CRAZY RIGHT!!!!
Well, for today, things seem better in everyway.. For me and for other people too. Note the word "seem". I hope things get better for everyone. I feel like such a pessimist. Sometimes, I really think it's better to be a little pessimistic, cuz you will always prepare yourself for the worst. So when the "worst" comes, you won't feel that shaken.
Guess that's all! Jay ROCKS!!!

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Thursday, August 26, 2004
10:39 PM

Winamp buzzing: Boyzone - Everyday I Love You

*Deep sigh* Lots of things ran through my head today. I'd one of the worst mood swings since a very long time. This moment I can be laughing and joking.. The next moment, I'll just be staring into space and thinking.
Yes, I'd been the ostrich today.. Avoid this, avoid that.. Really felt uneasy and such. I guess that's me.
Today had been a bad day. Lots of bad things happened. Well.. Just bad things.. Bad things happened to people around me.. And I'm terribly shaken by it. I just further re-enforced my way of thinking about certain things further.
It's just that I began to lose the faith in many things that I'd believed in... Oh.. What am I talking about?
I just hope things just go smoothly for everyone around me.. Love ya all loads.. Take care.

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Wednesday, August 25, 2004
10:48 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Qi Li Xiang

Jay ROCKS! =p XH tried to compose this ring-tone for me today but to no avail.. cuz it somehow lack of one last note.. cuz the space is limited for the whole entire chorus to fit in.. He just compose it based on his hearing. I'm a music-idiot.. haha..
Today was a total madness. People just KEPT disturbing me. I admit I've those "come-suan-me" look.. *SiGh* Lessons were pretty alright too. Lizhen and I went totally crazy during our GP break, and started singing "Qi Li Xiang". I think we drove some people crazy? ^_^
There was this Maths revision test today. I must admit that I'm way beyond careless.. I did sooo many stupid mistakes that ain't supposed to be there in the first place.. Cost me a lot of marks.. But come to think of it, I've to be glad! At least this happened during the revision test. Learn from my mistakes!! Yup.. I'm being so.. 'optimistic'. Oh well.. I really need serious tutoring for my Vectors section. I suck at it TOTALLY.
After the test, I went to study with Yan, Joce and Kolay. We ordered Mac for dinner!! haha.. We were 'STARRRVING' okay! When night came, A LOT of flying ants just kept appearing and dropped right on our notes and stuff. It was SUPER IRRITATING and DISGUSTING!!!
It's a rainy night.. Such a good night for a good sleep..
hmm.. Lots of things happened today.. A lot of people said things that shaken me quite a little.. Don't know if it does affect anyone else.. But it affects me quite a bit.. I'm sort of afraid.. And I'm sort of wanting to go into hiding.. I'm such an ostrich.
I don’t know where to begin
I don’t know how to get out there to see you
I don’t know where to dig in.
I don’t know how to get in there to feel you
--- Five For Fighting - Something About You

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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
10:41 PM

Winamp buzzing: Daniel Beddingfield - Never Gonna Leave Your Side

Just in tune for some romantic music...
Tomorrow is another Smart-Casual-Day! It's about time for us to wear 03S13 class t-shirt. I'm so sure that Siraj is so gonna grumble at the words on our shirt, but we don't care!
(Oh!! It's Natalie Imbruglia - torn on winamp!!)
Anyway, Valerie, since you've removed your commenting section on your blog, I guess I might as well comment here in my blog. You still get to read it anyway right. It didn't make any difference at all. Well sista, I'm SO GLAD that you've finally gotten rid of that dull and gloomy layout of yours. I think you need some refreshing colours to brighten up things. And it's been quite some time since I last seen one of those 'normal' entry after SO LONG. Take care alright sista!!!
Ok.. Back to about school.. Nothing much once again. Doing Maths for the whole day that's all. I just realised that I seem to have forgotten all of vectors. Damn.. My Maths just seem to have gone South. Need LOTS of PRACTISING to do..
Self-studying was MAD. SQ and Eunice came to join my class at the classroom. And, SQ, Sig and YH just mass-suan me. THANKS MAN.. I kept getting teased at today.. SIAN.
I need to hit back at Maths soon. There's a Maths Mock Exam tomorrow.. Need to STUDY!!!

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Monday, August 23, 2004
10:31 PM

Winamp buzzing: Diana Degramo - Dreams

DreamsI guess we’re just made of dreams
Nothing else matters
As long as we believeI'm looking at you
And I see my lifePassing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you

It feels.. as if I'm drifting away.. away.. away.. I look around me, and everything just seems so unfamiliar to me. I feel as if I'm living in a world without my control.
I hate doing things wrong when I jolly well know I shouldn't do. Sometimes I just commit mistakes even though I know it's wrong..
I hate worrying for people.. Who's there worrying for me? I worry for myself.
I hate it when people used me to vent anger. I have emotions too.
People didn't seem to realise that I never commit any mistakes on purpose.. Just didn't mean to.. I just.. Seem to do everything wrong everytime. When am I going to do things right?
You...
are just one sms away... one phone call away...
Sometimes,
I wonder why you are not there for me..
But then again..
I'll rather you not be around.

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Sunday, August 22, 2004
8:23 PM

Winamp buzzing: Robbie Williams - Angels

So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

This is it. ZERO medal for Singapore. The highly anticipated medal for table tennis had gone with the wind when Li Jia Wei last 4 rounds in a row. *DEEP SIGH* I was really looking forward to watching the match. Maybe that's why I was feeling SO RESTLESS this afternoon. When Li Jia Wei won the first round, I was like cheering and cheering like mad. I think I have a Korean neighbour. When the South Korean managed to win a point or something, I'd hear cheering coming from somewhere next door.. or is it upstairs/downstairs? Feeling kinda disappointed with the outcome. Oh well.. My brother blamed the media. It's kinda true. The media was like giving so much pressure on those players. Saying medals, medals and more medals. It's no doubt that Li Jia Wei would feel more stress than that South Korean player.
Oh well.. Seems like there's nothing more for me to watch for the Olympics. OH! There's one more match that I'm quite interested in.. That's soccer. You see, Iraq came this far beating those western countries.. I'm hoping for it to win the Olympics! I think I'll laugh my head off when that day come.. HahA!
Ok.. That's all.. Please ignore my previous entry, cuz I think I'm totally out of my mind.

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4:03 PM

Time started: 3.30pm
Winamp buzzing: Five For Fighting - Something About You

Baby there’s something about you that
I can hold on to
I’m going to hold on to that

I wonder why.. I feel very restless today. I just don't feel like doing anything at all. I just feel like sleeping for the entire day. I hate feeling so restless, and I can't get anything done.. Maybe I'll just rot a while here online and make myself bored of the computer, and perhaps I can get back to my Physics later. I want to study for it.. But I'm just feeling restless... What am I talking..?
I don't know what I am doing...... Just listening to songs.. Just feel like something is bothering me.. Maybe I'm sort of bothered by something...
Don't know..
Ok.. I'm bored.. I'll just let you all know some songs that I like recently.. Let me press random on winamp and see what we have....

"Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me" This is a pretty sweet song.. Old song too.
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn´t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn´t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

"McFly - Obviously" haha!! This is my FAVOURITTTE McFly song. Tune is so catchy. It's a hippy sad song.
Cos obviously she's out of my league
But how can i win
She keeps dragging me in
And i know I never will be good enough for her

"Ben Jelen - Come On" I don't know how to describe this song.. I just like it.
And finally the silence,
looking out, looking back across the sky,
Trying to find a meaning,
knowing that I just left it all behind

"Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love" Such a cute song!!!!! So sweet.. ^_^
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

"Maroon 5 - She will be Loved" OH!!! I absolutely love this song.. Maroon 5 rocks!! ^_^ And hey! The lead singer is very hot! haha! He has nice sideburns.. At least to me!
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

"Five for Fighting - 100 Years" I think my winamp likes Five For Fighting.. And so do I.
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

"Robbie Williams - Angel" Well..
I'm loving angels instead

"Boyzone - Everyday I Love You" This is such a sweeeeeeeet song. Sometimes I think it attracts ants... Okok.. Dry humour.
I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

Time check: 4.03pm.. Ok.. I guess I've done enough rotting... Back to work! ByEz! Remember to watch the table tennis match later at 6pm!

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Saturday, August 21, 2004
9:23 PM

Winamp buzzing: Liz Phair - Why Can't I

I feel soooooooo sad for Singapore!!! *SiGh* Li Jia Wei ALMOST made it to the Finals!!! I think it was just pure luck for that North Korean. Seriously, I really don't like that North Korean. She's SO NOISY. I really can't tolerate her irritating voice. SHE KEPT SCREAMING. Yucks. I really DON'T LIKE HER. I really think that Li Jia Wei's potential is much better than that North Korean. There's was this round that there's 0-11!!! Jia Wei was good okay.. I think she just didn't have enough luck...
>_< I'm sad...
Anyway... Today is Saturday, and I'd to go back to school for this Food Chemistry test and Practical test.. The Practical test was this design experiment thingy.. haiz.. I think I suck at that section.......
I gonna stay up today!!!! hmm.. Yup.. I'll update later!!!
Time: 6.54pm

Winamp buzzing: Train - Ordinary

I think Spiderman 2 OST ROCKS. The songs included are SO "ME". I loveeeeeeee it. OH NO.. I'm having the URGE to get the CD. SOMEBODY STOP ME FROM BUYING!!!!!!! Haiz.. There's so many things that I want to do.. But I'm SO BROKE.. I want to watch SO MANY MOVIES.. I think I should officially declare that I have movie addiction. I want to watch AVP, Twins Effect, Face, Open Waters, Princess Diary 2... OH NO OH NO!!!!!! I'm over-spending I think.. I want to get SO MANY CDs... This is mad..
ANYWAY, that's beside the point.. This song rocks TOTALLY.. LOOOOOVEEEE IT.. Reminded me of Spiderman 2. WEEE!!!! I LOVE SPIDERMAN 2. Rocks.

Train - Ordinary

Whose eyes am I behind?
I don’t recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design?
I don’t want this to be the way that you see me

I don’t understand anything anymore
And this web that I’m tied up
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
It’s anything but ordinary

And when the world is on its knees
With me, it’s fine
And when I come to the rescue
I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need
Where’s mine?
‘Cause you’re what I need so very
But I’m anything but ordinary
Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation?
You are the one Look what you’ve done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke
You’re just a kid
You weren’t ready for what you did, no

And when the world is on its knees
With me, it’s fine
And when I come to the rescue
I do it for you
Time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need
Where’s mine?
‘Cause you’re what I need so very
But I’m anything but ordinary

I think I’m trying to save the world for you
You've been saving me, too.
We could just stay in and save each other
I’m anything but ordinary [x2]

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Friday, August 20, 2004
10:19 PM

Winamp buzzing: Huang Yi Da - Ni Ming De Bao Bei

Finally got to "relax" abit by coming online to update my blog... *thankful*
Like I've said, today is a longggg day. The day started with PE!! We played "Floor Ball" on field! It's so super duper difficult and tiring. Seriously, I think my fitness is failing!! I have to go and do some exercises! After PE, our class went to play SoftBall!!!!! YAY!!!! MY FAVOURITE. =)
Lessons go one like normal.. GUESS WHAT?! Around 4 hours of Chemistry tutorial!!!!! I was trying to concentrate as much as I can.. But.. You want 4 hours of attention from me.. It's rather difficult..
Well, lesson ended at 5.30pm finally. Continued studying for the Food Chemistry test after that, while waiting for Lena, Angeline, Yin Chong, Wai Kheong and Mr Mooi to get dinner for us.. Mr Mooi treated us dinner yet again..! Well, we told him that we wanted to eat chicken rice, which happens to be the cheapest around.. And guess what?! He went to buy half a roast duck for us too.. We were trying to help him save money you see.. But he just didn't want us to save his money...
Dinner procceeded REALLY LONG. We went on to play "zong ji mi ma". We mixed all the chilli sauses from the chicken rice and duck, milo etc.. REALLY GROSS.. It was really nice cuz everyone was playing. Almost everyone had to drink that gross substance once. Well.. It's not THAT hot.. Just oily. It was really really fun. I really think 03S13 has really become closer during this time.. We are all looking forward to our class chalet at the end of the year. It's gonna be so much fun! haha..
The game ended at 7.30pm, and we all went back to study.. And really meant it cuz we all suddenly just quieten down and really doing our stuff.. I really hope we all can make it to where we want!!! Sigmund, Xiao Wen, Jean and I want to go to the same faculty in NTU. It will be SO COOL to go into the same faculty again. ^_^
Yup.. Guess that's all. I need to go and hit my FOOD CHEMISTRY!!!
Oh.. Did I tell you? I passed the previous Chemistry test!!!! It's really a nice morale booster cuz I know I can make it!! I won't fail!!!

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Thursday, August 19, 2004
10:21 PM

Winamp buzzing: Trisha Yearwood - How Do I Live

Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my lifeT
here would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life

I'm listening to one of the MOST ROMANTIC songs for all time!!
GP lesson was simply mad. I think Mr Siraj was having "PMS" or something? It was totally mad. Seriously, I got a bit irritated. He was doing "Topic Sentences" which is SO DRY. How does he expect us to respond when we really have NOTHING to say. It was so maddening. It was not like we were like so mute during other tutorials. Sometimes, GP lessons just turn me off, especially when it's during a hot and humid afternoon. Everyone will feel so irritable and restless. *SiGh*
School ended at 3pm today. Just like any other days, I went to do self-studying with my class girls. I was studying Food Chemistry, and seriously, I was SO DRIVEN TO EXTREME MADDNESS by it. It's very brain draining and tiring. >_<
Mr Mooi is being SO GOOOOD to my class.. He had been buying dinner for us to eat, buying snacks for us to eat.. etc etc.. He'd bought dinner for us for this WHOLE WEEK already. He bought MacDonalds for us on Monday, Fried Chicken Wings on Tuesday, and bought "Cai Fan" for us today.. We were all so extremely touched. Initially, he told us that he will treat us on Friday. Now, he seems to be buying us dinner everyday.. And this makes me guilty, cuz I think I really haven't put in A LOT of effort in my Physics.. Really feel us if I've let him down. You know, when we were eating the rice, it was like every bite, you will feel that guilt. It's killing us!!! I'm going to study real hard for Physics!!!! Not going to disappoint him!!!!
Tomorrow is Friday.. haiz.. Another long day.. >_<

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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
10:28 PM

Winamp buzzing: Daniel Beddingfield - Never Gonna Leave Your Side

Just forget about what I said yesterday. After talking to someone, I realised that I shouldn't be so.. agitated by this person. I should just wait and see. No point getting angry. =)
School was too normal to be normal. It's getting monotonous. Everything, the same thing happens over and over again. I stayed back in school today for self-studying. Studied and did LOTS of Physics. Stayed up till 9pm. At the end of the day, my brain felt so tired and my eyes felt so dry that I started to blame Kirchhoff and his stupid laws.
OH! Today is a very important day for Singapore in some ways, cuz Ronald Susilo was having his quarter final match. Well, he lost, but he'd already done Singapore proud already. I was listening to the radio for the updates, and felt so shock when the DJ actually said that he's losing.. Then, not long after that, I heard there was this score of 1-14.. Soon after that, I received XH's sms telling me that Susilo LOST!!!!!! >_< SAD!!!! Guess he's tired.. But then again, it's okay.. I'm feeling so tired right now.. Going to sleep soon...

Daniel Beddingfield - Never Gonna Leave Your Side
I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girlI won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your armsI know im home

They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know ive wasted half the time
And i'm on my knees again
till you come to me
yeah

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know im home
I know im home
I know im home

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when im lying in your arms
i know im home

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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
10:30 PM

Winamp buzzing: A1 - When I'm Missing You

Today is such a horrible day. I feel sad for them. Somehow I'm disappointed at them cuz I've higher expectation of them. I don't blame them at all, cuz I think they are still new to everything in the system. I've washed my hands off those work for a long time. Seriously, those sudden engagement into such affairs had hit me hard. We tried to help. I hope they will survive the "crisis" that they will be facing tomorrow.. Pray hard for them..
Maybe I'm a bit of a bias? Don't know.. I seldom doubt my own judgement, especially when 2 other people shares my view. I'm utterly disappointed in that particular person. Yes.. This whole journey is about learning. We, through this very same journey learnt a lot. Certainly, you'll learn your lesson in your own way.. But how can you learn it when you reject all other advices. Mind you.. Don't think too highly of yourself cuz you are not at all.. Don't talk to me with your nose held high and think you know everything. I just feel like stuffing a huge apple up your nose and just yell in your face about your absolutely undesirable attitude. I simply hate people who's attitude is like that. You just disgust me. I just don't understand howcome no one ever dares to dare to tell you right in your face about it. Why do they just live with the way you are? You are not some Goddess or something that they will have to follow and "worship".. It's about self-learning and self-improvement.
Can someone just knock some sense into this person? Maybe he is someone who's so stubborn.. He will only realise his death when he saw his own grave I guess...
Haiz..

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Monday, August 16, 2004
10:19 PM

Winamp buzzing: Blue - Best in Me

Want to know what song is the BEST BALLET of ALL TIME?!?! This song!!! This is the BESTTT of the BESTTTT!!! I love the lyrics..
I'm having rashes on one particular part on my body. It's so sickeningly itchy, and I can't scratch. I was told not to (but I still do anyway..).
The day started off pretty alright. XH came and told me that he had to go and help the 5th Grad Nite Com with some stuff, and so I went along with him. Well.. Seems kind of less organise than they are supposed to be, but I guess it's alright since. We were just like them when we just took over Grad Nite last year.
School was pretty alright. I think 03S13 is very efficient!! Everyone brought the money for the 2nd Collection! We managed to collect the full sum of money today! After the bell for my last lesson rang, Kolay and I rushed down to council room to que up! haha.. There's people there already.. The collection started at 4pm okay! And we were there at around 4.05pm only! XH was already there helping them. He looked kinda stressed-out at that time. I went up to ask him how the things was going for the juniors, and he actually said that there was some problems popping up for them.. After the "peak hour" for the collection, XH and I tried to help them solve some problems.. Yup.. Hope things go well for them for the next 2 days. We can't be always be there to help them. JiAyOuz! You people can do it!!! ^_^ heez.. It kinda brought back some fond memories we had last year during Grad Nite.. Yupz..
Studied Food Chemistry today... OMG!!! So much stuff to remember.. LOL.. Lena was so funny.. She was kinda scared now, cuz it's the 7th month according to the Lunar calendar. haha.. Well.. Better to believe than not!
hMm...
I'm listening to "Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love" now.. SO NICE.. ^_^
I guess I'd fall deep, but not necessary hard at all.

Blue - Best in Me
From the moment I met you I just knew you'll be mine
You touched my handAnd I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feelingI don't wanna spend a moment apart

Chorus:'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with youI know that it feels right (So right.. so right..)
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night (every night...)
And you know that we belong together (wOoo.....)
It just had to be you and me (Ohh Yea..)

Chorus

Wooo... Oh.... Woooooo.... Wah Wah Wah.. Wooo... Wah...

And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me (Wooo...)

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do That's why I'm by your side

Chorus 2x

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Sunday, August 15, 2004
1:10 PM

Winamp buzzing: Ayumi Hamasaki - End Roll

I slept at 4.30am!! I was having one of those sistas-talk with Valerie. We seemed to have talk about everything.. Like what's going on with my life now.. What's going on with her life now.. People in our life.. GUYS of course.. How can guys not be included in GIRL TALK right.. Helped her to come up with some inspiration for her project.. Just talking.. And we managed to talk till 4.30am!!! WOW.. I was feeling tired, so I'd to hang up. If not, I guess we would be able to talk till morning.
Today is Shu Yin's birthday!! So sorry for not turning up at your house today. Hope you have a great birthday!!
There's so much happening in my life right now. Actually.. I'm not very sure myself. Everything seems to be in a riddle. I didn't want to care so much about it right now. I'll just leave it as that, and let the riddle reveals itself. What I am afraid is that I will run away from it by then..
Know what I am talking? Don't know? haha.. It's okay.

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Saturday, August 14, 2004
6:11 PM

Winamp buzzing: Robbie Williams - Angels

*sigh*
Today was quite a terrible day for me.. I have BAD CRAMPS. Furthermore, I'd to go to school in the morning for a Physics MCQ test.. >_<
Well, the MCQ test was pretty alright to me. It was last year A Levels paper. Wow?
Met up with Eunice after the paper. Unintentionally, we actually met up with SY, Jasper, SQ, XH and some of XH's classmates at the food court.. LOL? Went off with SQ, XH and XH's classmate to accompany SQ to go to Seiyu to get a long-sleeve shirt. It was pretty hilarious when he was trying the shirt. I went to look through the rest of the shirts, and saw this shirt with this angel with a wolf face.. haha! I was telling XH that the shirt suited him! LOL.. Pretty funny.. He gave me a -___- look. After that, I took out another funny shirt which reads "Full of Shit", and XH actually said that the shirt suits me.... -___- Crazy arh.. But those shirts are really coolz. I have the tendency to buy shirts with stupid quotes like such.
The guy went to play pool.. Asked us to meet them there after we got our stuff.. Eunice managed to get in, but I was stopped by the people there.... say "No Half U allowed" -_-
Therefore, I just went home. No luck. Slept all the way till around 5pm. Those cramps are making me restless.

Robbie Williams - Angels
I sit and wait
does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cause I have been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

Chorus:
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She brings flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

Chorus

(Instrumental)

Chorus

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Friday, August 13, 2004
10:46 PM

Winamp buzzing: Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated

OMG.. I'm DEAD tired. My brain just feels so drained out. I really need some loud music to keep me awake.
Today had been a LONGGGG day. It started with PE! We played frisbee!! It's wayyyy fun. Really funny too. Kinda tiring too cuz you had to keep running around! After the fun games of Ultimate Frisbee, it was followed by a GP Essay Test. Brain drained for the moment. Then, it was Maths tutorial.. Somehow helped Mr Wong with his confusion in one AP GP question.. Then helped Wai Kheong with one probability question.. Brain drained yet again! THE LAST PERIOD FOR THE DAY: Chemistry Practical. It's the Nov 2003 paper, so the whole class actually treated it somehow like a test.. even though Mrs Tong asked us to treat all our practicals previously like a test, but we didn't seem to adhere to it.. until now. The titration was troublesome.. cuz it's a slow reaction.. But I got a VERY ACCURATE reading!! I didn't say so.. Mrs Tong said it to me.. *Grin* I hate Organic QA questions. Those reagents that I'd to handle feels scary to me.. and it's damnn smelly.. Didn't manage to finish the paper.. But after the practical, EVERYONE in class was BRAIN DRAINED.. We were SO DEAD. Mrs Tong started to go through the practical etc.. And talked about Food Chemistry after that.. Can you believe it? Lena and I seemed to be the ones entertaining her only.. We have to supply her with the necessary answers she wanted.. if not she will drag longerrr...
School ends at 6pm. Fun right?
Headed down to the regular classroom with some of my class girls.. Then, we started on our Physics... We have a Physics MCQ test tomorrow.. Mr Mooi treated us dinner yet again.. This time round, he bought MacDonalds. Yumz yumz.. Ate LOTS of nuggets and fries.. We all went home at 9pm after much studying.. WE WERE ALL SO TIRED OUT.. Really.. Never felt soooo tired before...
I still have to hit my Physics stuff later... Ciao.. Nite.

RYN:
Val, that book is not a book on any strange island. That book talks about Da Vinci's paintings, religions, cults, murders... etc.. Very mind-blowing.. =)
Keck Soon, I don't know about the game.. Most likely is that the game has come about due to the book. Maybe you go check it out too!! =)

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Thursday, August 12, 2004
10:18 PM

Winamp buzzing: Huang Yi Da - Xian Wei Jing Xia De Ai Qing

Yay.. This song is VERY NICE.. He's my latest favourite (in case you all still don't know..). Jay Chou is my all-time favourite. HeEz..
Today is a REALLY COOL day.. The normal school routine still follows.. GP lesson.. Was somehow interesting when Mr Siraj talked about the book "The Da Vinci Code" by Dan Brown. Wow.. This is a book that I'd been wanting to read for quite sometime. I didn't know exactly what it was about until today, when Mr Siraj was talking about it.
After school, a few of us stayed back for the studying programme. I left my bag with Alicia and went off to meet up with Xiao Hui, Sheng Qiang and Eunice to play bball!! wEez.. Well, Xiao Hui was still in the library doing his Chemistry tutorial, so we actually went to the library with him to wait for him.. Sheng Qiang was MAD today!! He went around telling people stupid things. Studied for GP while waiting for Xiao Hui.. There's a GP essay assignment tomorrow..
Waited for a while, and after which we went up to play bball!!! WEEEEZZ!!!! It's been so long since I last exercised... Really have to do some exercise.. If not I'll become FATTTTT. haha.. The game was really fun.. Ran a lot, laughed a lot, screamed quite a bit.. haha.. Xiao Hui's classmate... Bing Yao.. if I got his name right.. played with us too.. Very very funny.. LOVE BASKETBALL!!! Well, I wasn't very at "top form" today cuz I kept missing my shots.. AHH!! But it's nice to just sweat it out..
After the game, went to rest a while, and went back to resume studying with my class people.. WeEzz... Such a cool day..

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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
9:39 PM

Radio buzzing: Jay Chou - Hui Dao Guo Qu

This song touches my heart... by a lot. Firstly, it brings back many fond memories about people.. Some who's somehow.. become a part of the history of my life... A lot of things.. A lot of people... OMG... It makes me sad.. somehow...
I was listening to this song last night while I was studying.. I didn't expect this song to have such an impact on me, but it just happened..
School was pretty alright. Nothing much. Short day, but had this 2-hour long Maths revision test. It was pretty alright. Did okay-ly. Stayed in school to study with some of my class people for a while.. Grabbed the dinner and milo provided, and went home with Jocelyn to watch Singapore Idol!! OMG!! Saw that BANANA MAN? He's a big joker to me.. I thought that who sang Solitaire is kind of good too. I think they showed too much jokers on TV? I really hope to hear more good singing. Kinda disappointing. Although it is really kinda entertaining to watch them sing, but it got irritating after a while when all you see are rejected cases. I think the next episode will be worth looking forward to too. Seems like the judges are going to be.. nasty? haha.. I love the last judge.. What's his name again? The Hype Record guy..


I wish I can go back to where we were.. and continue our story from where we left off... And I will not let you leave me like the way you did..

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
7:21 PM

Winamp buzzing: Kimberly Locke & Clay Aiken - Without You

Did you people watch Singapore Idol last night?! OMG OMG.. Forgive me, but I thought it was damn hilarious. I laughed non-stop. There was this guy who sang "Lemon Tree" I think.. OMG.. Talking about Singapore version of William Hung? Yea man.. He really made it. But I don't think he is going to make it big like William Hung. Anyway, I thought William Hung was crap.
Oh! Watched A LOT of TV programmes yesterday.. *Sigh* Wanted to STUDY, but end up watching TV.. Watched the Melody Awards.. *SiGh* I was WAITING for Jay to get an award.. But, he only got his one and only award at the end of the show.. BEST ALBUM.. Yeah manz..
Watched the National Day parade too.. I like the way Lin Jun Jie sang Home!!! So nice.. haha..
Oh well..
Nothing much I guess.. I'm going to school later to study.. Can't stay at home, if not I'll continue watching TV..
time: 08.34am

Winamp buzzing: Lin Junjie - Home

WEE!!! THANKS KECK SOON!!!! Thanks for telling me where to download the NDP song!! I tried finding it but to no avail!! THANKZ!!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, August 09, 2004
12:26 AM

Winamp buzzing: C21 - You are the One

Wow.. Just reached home. So late right..
I tried studying for today, but to no avail. I was like staring at my Chemistry TYS, and was really telling myself to do some questions.. LOL..
Then, in the afternoon, I went to meet Kolay at JE to head down to Tiong Baru to meet the rest then head down to Marina Bay for steamboat! Well, talked and ate lots.. haiz.. Gonna gain SO MUCH WEIGHT AGAIN...
OH!! I SAW FIREWORKS!!! They are SO BEAUTIFUL!! It's AMAZING!!! The feeling is fabulous. It's great gathering with some friends and just looking at the fireworks.. Great feeling. But, I think it will feel even better if you were there with your significant partner.. It will be SOOOOO ROMANTIC!!!! haha.. I'm crapping.
Left the steamboat place at around 10.15pm.. We were kind mad.. We walked from the steamboat back to Marina Bay.. Took train back to Boon Lay.. Walked a GREAT DEAL.. I think I burnt quite a bit of those that I had eaten! haha! yay..
Been quite a day.. Maybe studying later.. Yupz.. tAtAzz~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIDE!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, August 08, 2004
12:04 PM

Hee!!! I applied the glitter nail polish on my fingers!!! It's not very professionally done, but it looks nice FROM FAR. haha!! I never applied polish on my fingers before.. I thought it will be nice to apply this since the polish is transparent with a few glitters only.. Heehee! Nail polishes rocks.. I gonna get more of those!! heehee!
Update later!

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Saturday, August 07, 2004
10:06 PM

Winamp buzzing: Mus'Art Wind Orchestra - The Prince of Egypt

This song is really awesome. It's one of the musical piece from the movie: The Prince of Egypt (duhz.. Obviously..) The Prince of Egypt is one of the RARE cartoon movies I like.. The VERY first cartoon movie that I really like is Anastasia!! Did you all watch? It's was out at around.. 1998 I think. So ultra romantic. Then, the second cartoon movie I like is The Prince of Egypt! I love its movie, I love its soundtrack, and I love its story.. So touching.. I watched SO MANY times, and I cried whenever I watched it.. The last cartoon that I like got to be Finding Nemo.. =p
Okay.. I got to stop before I really start to blabbling away about movies.
I didn't go to XH's house to watch the 3 Matrix movies today.. Couldn't make it in the end cuz my family planned to go to take a family photo at this studio with my brother in his graduation robe. XH and SQ called off the movie watching thing at the end. I was so sorry about it cuz I'd somesort spoilt their plan.
Stayed home for the whole of today afternoon.. TRIED doing Chemistry.. REALLY TRIED.. Finished up the MCQs and a few structured questions, and I just dropped onto the bed and SLEEP. OMG.. I'm such a sleep head.. Slept for 3 hours plus.. Just in time to dress-up and go for the photo-taking.. Those kind of photo shots.. Need make-ups.. So spent quite a while trying to doll myself up.. LOL..
Grandfather was so happy to see brother in his robe.. He's now waiting for me to get into the university.. I didn't want to disappoint him.. It's a kind of responsibilty. The photo shots are pretty cool.. Felt like a model, though I wasn't the main character.
Went down to IMM Long Beach Restaurant for dinner.. Damn irritating.. The service SUCKS. Everything is SO SLOW, and so inefficient. It was irritating that you had to keep asking for this to hurry, that to hurry.. >_<
Been quite a day.. Oh! I tried to work on my new nail polish.. It's a glitter stuff.. I applied my black polish, then applied the glitter.. Looks really nice.. heez! Black nail polish rocks. Didn't know why people don't like.. It's only the cleaning up thats difficult, cuz it's black, and it makes you look really dirty. Yay.. I love nail polishes.. I'm so addicted to it.. I gonna get more.
Okay.. Gonna stop.. I need to get some studying down.. Haven't been studying for the past few days.. Don't want to lose the momentum.

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Friday, August 06, 2004
9:57 PM

Winamp buzzing: Kimberly Locke & Clay Aiken - Without You

Long week end!! I only have to go back to school on next Tuesday. It almost feel like a one week holiday.
I'd to go to school today for this really boring National Day celebration. IT'S REALLY BORING. It's just QUIZ.. The more "enjoyable" programme had to be the singing, cuz I finally got to stand up. The more amusing part was that I saw that there was this GUY in Dance Club dancing today!! OMG!! I was like super amused.
After that, I was bored further than Mrs Tong and her ULTRA LONG Chemistry lesson.. Going through practical. I was ALMOST DYING from hunger... Super hungry.. I think I could eat a cow.. (can't eat a lamb cuz 'Mary' will be angry).. Supposed to meet XH to go down town to meet SQ and Eunice.. haiz.. He went off with his class cuz Mr Tan BK was giving them a treat.. Think he waited for too long, so he went down to town first.. When our lesson finally ended at 1pm.. Kolay and I just rushed down to Taka for our lunch. WE WERE FAMISHED.. Ate Yoshinoya.. Yum yumz... Food rocks. I'll never go on a diet.. It's too much of a torture..
Kolay and I went to shop around while waiting for Eunice and SQ to arrive... Taka is so filled with GOOD FOOD. Yumz.. Tempting tempting. Shopped around.. WeEz.. Shopping rocks. When SQ and Eunice finally arrived, we did more shopping.. Fun fun..
It was so funny! They were like discussing about my weird taste in movies. Well, I enjoy watching Action Movies type.. Like X MEN.. StarWars.. Fantasy Movies.. Like Harry Potter.. Lord of the Rings.. etc.. They were like saying that these are typical GUY MOVIE.. And they were like saying that I'm like a GUY... >_< Weird girl.. Furthermore, I don't like romance movies at all.. I think they are a waste of money and time.. Which is weird, cuz girls normally enjoy Romance Movie.. Not to me.. BUT, I do watch Romance movie okay.. In fact, my all-time favourite Romance movie is MOULIN ROUGE!!! OMG OMG!!! It's so super nice.. Romantic... Don't you think so!! I also think that I've weird movie taste.. But, it's okay.. As long as I like them..
Something really crazy happened to me.. The automatic door close on me.. It couldn't detect my presence.. It was SO DUMB. I was standing in the middle of the door, and it just shut on me. CRAZY RIGHT!! It wasn't the first time okay.. And it happened at the lift of my flat too.. Crazy right!! SQ was like saying that I'm a 'ghost' so cannot detect me.. Dumb right!!!
Kolay and I went off at around 6pm while Eunice and SQ went to meet up with XH cuz he was with his class guys.. It's been such LOOONG time since I went for SHOPPING. Rocks!
Went for dinner with my parents at Jurong Point and I did more shopping!!! I bought this nail polish remover, and a new nail polish. I loooove nail polishes..
I think I'd lacking of water.. My lips are all dried, peeling off.. The skin around my nails are sort of cracking.. Shoot... haiz.. DRINK MORE WATER..

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Thursday, August 05, 2004
8:28 PM

Radio buzzing: Jay Chou - Jie Kou

This is the 2nd song that I like from his 5th album (cuz it's the song after Qi Li Xiang DUHZ). It gives listeners a very "An Hao" feeling. Hey! Both songs are track 3! A very "Jay" kind of love song, which is absolutely MY TYPE. Both the music and lyrics are written by Jay. It's really nice! Hey Gavin!! I know which song you'll like most!!! "Grandmother" right!!! =p
Okay, enough of my daily Jay report. Well, school was pretty alright actually. I failed to wake up at 3am to finish the SRJC Physics Prelim Paper 3 paper. Too tired.. Just slept all the way to 5.45am.. Mr Mooi didn't go through much though, so it was kinda alright. OMG!! You know what?! Mr Mooi is giving us a TREAT.. Either a trip down to the beach or going somewhere to EAT or.. in fact, anything that we want!! He's treating the WHOLE CLASS, meaning paying ALL expenses, with the condition that the WHOLE CLASS pass our Physics for Prelims!!! Wow wow wow!!!! This kind of awarding tactic is OLD, but works very well for me!! My class seems to be aiming for Wild Wild Wet. We are so EVIL.
I went for my GP consultation with Angeline. Both of us handed the essay that we wrote.. Oh man.. I just CAN'T write anything on war or whatsoever. I suck at that topic, and I know it!! I can't write about Proverty, Globalisation, War.. etc.. No interest. How am I going to be passionate about the topic while I write? Well, I did try this time round, though I fair kinda badly.. JUST LIKE MY PROVERTY ESSAY. OH SHOOT! I'll just stick to my Mass Media kind of questions. I write better for those kind of questions.
I skipped the Night Studying Programme for today!! The guilty bugs are getting into me now!! I went to watch "The Village" with Eunice, Clara, Kolay and Sheng Qiang at Lot 1. Basically, I think this movie is M. Night Shyamalan's failure. It's not scary at all. At the front part of the movie, you will know about that "Myth" of the "what-not-supposed-to-be-mentioned".. Yada.. Yada.. The storyline is kind of draggy. It almost brought me to sleep. I got more excited when the appearance of "what-not-supposed-to-mention".. But it's just for..... 5 mins? There's no climax in any part of the movie at all. At least I didn't feel it. When you approach the ending of the movie, you will start to have some clear pictures of what the movie is actually trying to tell you. And, you are NOT going to believe the ending. It was SO UNEXPECTED, and to a certain extent, ridiculous and absurd. I almost burst out laughing. I won't exactly recommand people who are looking for some thrill to watch. I actually went into the cinema anticipating some real scare. But in the end, I ended up laughing at some sheeps and a funny Natural Reserve Walker. I think it's just *** AT MOST. I'm sorry M. Night Shyamalan. I thought your Sixth Sense was better.
I'll be off to watch Buffy soon! I'm SO EXTREMELY HAPPY actually. I know that I'll be missing out Buffy this Sunday, which is a repeat telecast of the Thursday episode. Hey! I'm now at home being about to watch it!! Yay.. It's a miracle how life works.
Okay.. Here's my daily posting of Jay lyrics.. Enjoy!! This is a really nice song.. There are MORE nice songs in his 5th Album!! GO CHECK IT OUT!


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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
10:24 PM

Radio buzzing: Jay Chou - Qi Li Xiang

Yes yes yes!!! I loooooove this song. It's so catchy. The lyrics are SO ROMANTIC. 3 cheers for Fang Wen Shan. The tune is SO soothing, and it speaks to your heart!!! 3 cheers for JAY CHOU! Such a great song.
I watched his MTV just now!! Yup! When you buy his ORIGINAL "Qi Li Xiang" album, you will get this bonus VCD with his 七里香 MTV and 止战之殇 MTV. To me, 七里香 MTV is nothing special. It's very typical kind of Love MTV.. him and his MTV girl.. smile smile smile, sing sing sing.. That kind of usual stuff. Then for the MTV of 止战之殇, it is very meaningful. It actually reflects the misery war has brought about for children.. If you watch the movie, you will feel really sad.. I saw the girl on the cover in this MTV. In order for you to understand the meaning of his CD cover, you will have to either listen to the song 止战之殇 or watch the MTV.
Yesterday night, I was looking through the CD, and I found this line hidden at the inner side of the CD cover: 我希望人类不要再有战争, 我希望和我的爱人永远在一起. Isn't this sentence true and touching!! His music often reflects war etc.. It's really nice..
Enough of my daily Jay Report. Today is a short school day. The only BIG THING for the day would be perhaps the Chemistry Test on T.M and Electrolysis. It was pretty alright.. We'll see how when I get back my papers.. Stayed back for the night studying.. Studied from around 3pm till 8.30pm!!! COOL.
Hmm.. Maybe going to watch The Village tomorrow evening.. hmm.. Don't know.. Tomorrow is another slack day. Friday will be National Day celebration.. Saturday will be Matrix day at XH's.. Sunday will be steamboat day.. Wow.. So many things.. Really need to squeeze time for studies..
Going to do Physics later, accompanied by JAY's MUSIC. WeEz!!! Life rocks with Jay around!!

P/S: Please tell me if you all can read those Chinese characters that I type..


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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
10:03 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Qi Li Xiang
Mind Lingering: JAY CHOU 5th ALBUM!!

I GOT IT!!! I GOT IT!!! I GOT IT!!! HeE.. Basically, I'm like so super duper excited about it. I rushed off from the Night Studying Programme at around 8.30pm to get the CD at Lot 1!! Well, the cover of the CD looks like this:


Look quite weird isn't it? With the little girl on the cover.. My first response to the cover was like, "Eh?! Why got a girl?" Kinda weird.. This is Jay's 5th album, named Qi Li Xiang, which in Taiwan, it simply means "Chicken's Backside". There is this sub title for the album in English, call "Common Jasmin Orange". So, in the cover booklet, you can see that he used A LOT of bright orange colour in the design. SO BRIGHT. Well, for this album, Jay is kinda "army-inclined".. Quite a number of songs are named after the idea of war. Then, his pictures in the album are all of him wearing army uniform. He looks REALLY SMART in it. That's JAY! haha! He seems to have more slow songs in this album. Those songs are really slow and soothing. Oh! There's this song named "Grandmother"!! It's so super cute. Go check it out okay!!!
HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Support Jay ORIGINAL. DON'T DOWNLOAD. And I won't rip the songs for anyone.. hee hee...
Here's the lyrics for Qi Li Xiang!!! It's REALLY a VERY NICE song..


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Monday, August 02, 2004
10:29 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou & Momoco Tao - Butterfly
Mind Lingering: JAY CHOU!!!!!

TOMORROW IS THE DAY!!!!! Jay Chou's 5th album, Qi Li Xiang, will be out in all good record stores near YOU!!!!! ^_^ I'm so excited about the new album. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET HOLD OF IT!!
School was quite alright. Nothing much really.. It's quite weird. I finished my Physics practical really fast. haha! Night studying was not bad. Walked out with my class girls and co, and talking trash with Sidney.. This guy is CRAZY!!! Kept disturbing me.. >_<
Went to meet KY and co at Lot 1 to go home.. So scary!! Went I reached there, I saw the 3 guys, namely KY, Wilkson and Liang Kai all looked as if want to kill me like that.. haha.. Didn't wait for very long right.... >_<
Anyway, the trip back was really fun. Ed, KY and I were like talking about MOVIES!!! We were talking about X MEN 2 initially. Oh! Did I tell you? I watched the VCD already. TOTALLY AWESOME. Shall update you all with the details some other days. I'm becoming a movie fanatic. How..???? It's very expensive to be a movie fanatic... >_<
haha.. Ok.. I'm off to watch Lei Hou Xiong Xin. BYE!

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Sunday, August 01, 2004
5:59 PM

Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

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