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~~Thursday, June 30, 2005~~

9:07 PM

Winamp buzzing: Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong

Today was a rather niceeeeeeeeee day! I spent the entire day with my mom.. Went to do marketing with her in morning, and then we went to "walk around" Jurong Point in the afternoon.. It's my mom who's shopping okie.. Not me.. I didn't buy anything!!! Cuz I told myself NOT to shop anymore.. hahahaz! My mom bought this white top from BEGA and a 3/4 pants from Double Index ok... I think I know where I inherit those shopping genes...

My mom bought this basket of lychees!!!! Me LOVE lychees!!! *yUmMyz* And guess what! I ate a total of 15 lychees today, and I straight away had nose-bleed... STUPID... That has to be the continuous eating of durians.. And now I eat 15 lychees in a few hours.. Too heaty... My mom banned me from lychees... Stupid...

Ok! Here's some movies update...

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire will be released this year November worldwide!! WeEz.. This is something worth looking forward isn't it! Do catch its trailer at their offical website. It's out. I've yet to view it. Maybe I'll do it tomorrow.
X Men 3 a.k.a X3 will be out next year May (2006)!!! WeEz... Expect to see more Wolverine actions.. *dRoOlz*
Also, Spiderman 3 will start filming next year January, and it is expected to be out in 2007. *double gRiNz* Seems like there's at least one good movie to expect each year!! Yayness...

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~~Wednesday, June 29, 2005~~

1:00 PM

Winamp buzzing: Boa - Valenti

I went to Queensway Shopping Centre yesterday with Kolay. OMG OMG.. I spent like A BOMB again? GeEz.. I'm officially announcing that I'm DONE with University stuff shopping cuz I almost have everything.. For the moment at least.. Only short of stationery.. But I'll get it when I'm REALLY starting school..

I'm really happy with what I got for myself at Queensway!!! I managed to buy those "crumple" skirts.. ehh.. I don't really know how to describe it.. It's those kind you no need to iron one.. haha.. It's orange-brown in colour.. Really like it!! And the BEST thing is... It's only $15.90!!! *jumping up and down* I saw one similar kind of skirt in Far East and it is $35!!!! Luckily I didn't buy.. AhHhHh!!! SO HAPPY!!!!!! I also got myself a pair of FBT shorts there.. Lalalala... Oh!! I nearly buy this t-shirt that has a picture of this woman smelling this peanut-butter like container that reads 'instant shit'. hahahha! I really like the picture cuz its SO FUNNY. haha.. I tried it on, and I don't really like the sleeves.. It's like so long.. Too long for a 'short sleeves' and too short for a 3/4 sleeves... The owner said it's 'baseball' style.. And I'm like 'ok..'.

After that, Kolay and I actually went down to Jurong Point to get some stuff.. I went to Giodano to get a white spag to match the skirt.. lalala.. I spent again. haha~ Met Lizhen there too, so we walked around the complex quite aimlessly. hahaz! Kolay and I went to the Pa-sa-ma-lum there to look out for some cheap boardshorts too.. haha.. I maybe getting one for myself too.. Cuz for the camp, I'll need to bring enough clothing.. And I'm lack of boardshorts to bring over..

I'm going to cut my hair later!!! lalala.. Wonder how it turns out... hmmm..

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~~Monday, June 27, 2005~~

11:58 PM

Winamp buzzing: Zhang Zhen Yue - Ai Wo Bie Zou

WeEz.. I had a great day today!!!

I met up with Xiao Wen in the morning to accompany her to NTU for her second medical checkup. We met Shu Wen on the bus!!! haha.. She's involved in the CAC camp.. Feel quite bad for not going for her camp.. But I agreed to go to UOC camp already.. So.. Oh well.. haha!

After NTU, we headed down to PJC cuz Xiao Wen wanted to take her cert. haha.. We had our 'cheap lunch' in school canteen. hahaha! We met Mr Wong and Mr Siraj at the canteen!!! haha.. We were like sitting with Mr Wong and chatting with him la.. So nice!! It's still so super funny to chat with him.. haha.. Mr Siraj was so pleased to see us too.. hahhaaz..

After which, we headed down to town to SHOPPPPPPPPPP~ We headed down to Far East first.. Seems to spot a lot of good stuff, but didn't really buy anything. After that, we headed down to Mango cuz there's SALES there in case you all didn't know.. But everywhere was SO MESSY, and there's SO MANY people around... Very confusing.. And didn't seem to find anything you like.. So, we headed down to Wisma, and that's when I grabbed a goooooooooooood deal!!! I got this nice army green skirt from eBase at 50% off!!!!! wEEeEeEeeEe!~ So happy... I LOVE GREAT SINGAPORE SALESSSSSSSSSSSSSS~ Xiao Wen also managed to get 2 tops that she wanted too!!!!! haha... We both bought something.. haha~

We went up to the Coffee Club Xpresso to rest.. Lost stamina to shop!! Ah.. Need some training! We both ordered a drink and just sat down at the couch and chitchat... So nice!!! haha.. Oh! By the way.. Its my first time at Coffee Club.. And seriously, I think their Mocha Freeze is not nice.. It has a strong chocolate-ty taste... Tastes more like Chocolate blend or something..

lala.. So happy.. I'm really feeling better today!!! I feel troubled NO MORE!!!! heez...

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~~Saturday, June 25, 2005~~

11:38 PM

Winamp buzzing: Guang Liang - Tong Hua

hmm... Been thinking... Maybe Sheng Qiang is right afterall.. There's something wrong with me today... Don't know.. I'm just feeling... troubled. Get what I mean? It feels like your mind has SO MANY things crammed up inside and you don't know what is exactly troubling you...

People always tell me that when you know what you want, go for it. I always tell people that too.. But when it comes to I myself.. It just seem so wrong.. It seems like no matter how I took the initiative, everything just seem so wrong.. I really feel like giving up.. Feels so tired...

Maybe everything had never meant to be, and has never meant to be.. Maybe everything is just what I thought it will be.. Oh well.. What am I talking again?

Anyway, I saw fireworks at Jurong East today.. It's so beautiful.. Maybe cuz we never get to see fireworks, except maybe National Day... I was so super absorb by it.. Its so pretty.. Love it..

haiz.. Sometimes.. I really don't know what I want.. Sometimes.. I wanted something.. But want to avoid it at the same time.. Sometimes, I really don't understand myself...

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~~Friday, June 24, 2005~~

11:13 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Piao Yi

*de piao de piao de yi de piao!*

haha.. I'm still suffering from symptoms of Jay-overdose. *hops around screaming 'JAY ROCKS!' like a lunatic*

Initial D ROCKS BIG TIMES. You people have to go and watch it cuz it's simply GOOD. Of course, not to forget, this is Jay's debut on big screen. So, there's more reason for you all to support. HAHAHAHAHA...

Be star-struck!! This movie is SO FILLED with hot guys, but too bad for the guys, only Anne Suzuki and a few other screaming Japanes girls.. Seriously, I think Jay Chou and Anthony Wong were SO SUPER FUNNY as father-and-son.. hahaz... Anthony Wong was SO FUNNY.. Omg.. I love his character as Bunta Fujiwara.. So cute!!!! Chapman To was SO SUPER CUTE as Itsuki Tachibana.. He and his famous saying of "Sen me shi shen?" hahaha! His father, Yuuichi Tachibana (played by Kenny Bee) was ultra funny too.. hahhahaz.. In all, most of the characters are comical and funny.. haha! The only "cool" characters are Ryousuke Takahashi (Edison Chen), and Takeshi Nakazato (Shawn Yue). hahaz.. I love Shawn's style in the show.. So cool!! hee...

But of course, Jay is the BEST. =D

I think the character was quite "him", in the sense that he was quite of a man of few words.. And he's like that in the show.. And I simply love the way he looks when he's racing.. That confident look and "geez.. I'm bored.." look.. hahaz!!!!

The racing scenes were GREAT. Really great.. It's really exciting, and you'll feel so totally absorbed into the race itself! There's quite a number of racing scenes, so you will really get a good dose of it. heez...

Actually I think Jay's debut work is quite good already, though I think he has to work on his crying scene.. hahaz.. But.. I just think that he's able to transmit the kind of person Takumi is.. Really able to feel for the character esp at the end.. (ahh.. Am I giving a bias view? haha!)

And of course, not to forget, the VERY catchy theme and ending song!!!!! Composed by Jay himself, with lyrics from his best partner Fang Wen San!!! Yayness...

I'm still suffering from Jay-overdose.. That's the result for watching Jay for a full 2hrs!!!

Don't you just love my layout... I simply LOVEEEEEEEEE it.. haha... My blogskin is the one and only~ wahahahahhahaahhahaahhahaha..~

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~~Thursday, June 23, 2005~~

11:33 PM

Winamp buzzing:

This is what happen when I'm quite free, and not sleeping.. haha!

Take the quiz: "Which Mean Girls Character Are you? (girlz)"

Gretchen Wieners
Your a conceited bitch.

Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"

Ariel
You can swim, flip, dive and be one with fish...WHY DO YOU WANT MORE?

Anyway, I just finished watching LOST on Channel 5.. That show was quite nice.. But I'm still quite blur about the story-line.. What's that THING on the island?? Can someone tell me... Or just explain a bit to me? hmmm...

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10:01 PM

Winamp buzzing: Lindsay Lohan - Over

Today was spent more meaningfully than yesterday.. haha.. I literally rotted my day away yesterday..

Well, I went to sing KTV with Weide and Kolay at Clementi (again). haha.. I chose SO MANY songs.. I think 3 pages.. haha.. Weide and Kolay were like, "WAH THANKZ..." LOL... So paiseh.. Anyway, I'd a really good time singing and helping to shuffle the songs (due to my long long list...). haha.. Nice nice... We managed to sing till 3.15pm ok.. Cool cool... After KTV I headed home while both Weide and Kolay headed down to town to meet their friends respectively.. Slacked around at home again for the rest of the afternoon.. haha...

Went to Clementi with my mom to some passport size photos needed for those application forms for Orientation camps.. Oh.. Talking about Orientation Camps.. I think the chances of me getting into NBS camp is so low... Firstly, there's so many people in NBS, and that makes the probabilty of me getting in lower.. And I've put myself as a non-swimmer.. It makes my chance even lower... And I'm not those with those "attractive" outlook that make people attract to me like bee to honey.. So they may just put my form aside.. So, moral of the story, the percentage of me getting into the camp is low.. HAHA.. Whatever.. Come what may.. Yanto says that I'll confirm get into the Union camp.. haha.. He sounded so confident.. Well, I chose to believe him only 50%.

Okay.. I'm off to watch LOST.. Those who haven't reply me regarding the Steamboat this Saturday.. PLEASE DO SO..

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~~Tuesday, June 21, 2005~~

8:37 PM

Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Tu Ren Lei Le

I'm really tired today.. Lots of crazy thoughts kept running around in my mind.. *tiRed*

My morning started off BADLY. It was a rainy morning, so I decided to wear the NEW Converse black jacket that I bought yesterday, only to realise that the shop-attendent gave me the wrong piece of jacket.. Imagine how PISSED off I am... So, I went for breakfast with my parents at Clementi, and then went back to Jurong Point to wait for the Converse shop to open, only to realise that they'd only open at 11am.. *curse*

So, I went to meet Xiao Wen without getting the jacket changed.. We met to go to NTU for this medical checkup.. I was SO BLUR.. I forgot that we need to PAY.. Thankfully there's Xiao Wen with me who reminded me about that. She also reminded me that we'd be having a urine test.. So we need to drink a lot of water... I forgot what's my matriculation number.. Thankfully my mom was at home to help me check... AHHHHHH... Screwed up... I even didn't see my number on the display board that indicated it was my turn.. Kana the nurse's "yell".. Stupid... Xiao Wen got really angry with one of the nurses there too.. haha.. That nurse was really rude to us la.. Think Xiao Wen had cursed her beyond believe.. haha..

We headed back to Jurong Point to do our X-Ray (and also to change my jacket..).. Well.. Its boring and tiring la.. The whole medical checkup thingy... Thank goodness Xiao Wen was there with me, so we won't be so blur and bored out..

I feel tired whole day.. Lots of thoughts run through my mind today.. I'm suddenly scared of school re-open.. Starting a whole new chapter in University.. It's like.. Don't know why.. There's a sudden sense of insercurity.. I'm so scared.. So scared.. So scared that after University starts.. Some of my friends who are really important to me will drift away from me.. I'm scared that I'll drift away from them too... Cuz having experienced so many changing-school experiences.. There's some people whom I want to hold on to.. Just drift away... Also, there's something about my life that I don't want to change..

*SiGh* I just feel this strong feeling of insercurity in me.......... Don't know why.. Hope it goes off soon...

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~~Monday, June 20, 2005~~

9:52 AM

Winamp buzzing: Blue - Best in Me

So weird.. The entry that I posted up yesterday went missing.. hmm.. Weird.. Is there something wrong with blogger, or is it that someone hack into my account?

Anyway, yesterday had been one great day. My council friends actually gave me a surprise at KBOX. I met up with Kolay, Clara, Eunice, Sheng Qiang, Kuan Yong, and Weide for KTV.. Actually their plan was sort of spoilt by the KBOX people.. haha.. But not really la.. haha.. At around 2pm, Xiao Hui actually came in with the cake lited.. I was like "OMG..." It's so unexpected.. Its like firstly, I didn't know he's coming.. Secondly, I thought that was a really touching thing my friends had planned for me.. haha..

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA LOADZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

I left them early to head back to Mediacorp to get my pay-check, pack stuff, and return my security pass.. Yay~

lala.. I'm so happy.. Thankz again!

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~~Sunday, June 19, 2005~~

9:17 AM

Winamp buzzing: Firhouse - I Live My Life for You

YESTERDAY was my 19th birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sings 'happy birthday' to myself* Also, I share the same birthdate as Priscilla of 3rd council, and Ella of S.H.E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay~ Happy birthday to us!!!!!

Anyway, yesterday had been great. Thanks my friends!!!! I met up with Jean and Xiao Wen to watch Ghost Train at Plaza Sing.. Maybe cuz I don't really get scared during horror movies, I was actually quite bored.. haha.. Only those occasional scare due to things that suddenly appearing..

After that, we walked aimlessly in Plaza Sing to wait for Kolay to head down to Marina to meet the rest of the class.. Well, steamboat was really great. Thankz thankz thankz.. Kolay, Lizhen, Jean, Xiao Wen, Alicia, Jian Hua, Yong How, Yin Chong, Ezra, Siming, Wai Kheong........ =D

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~~Friday, June 17, 2005~~

9:27 AM

Winamp buzzing: Eminem - Sing for the Moment

YAY!!! SO HAPPY!!! TODAY IS THE DAY!!! LAST DAY OF WORK!!! I just have to endure through the last time of super duper long journey of 157, working from 1130 - 2430.

Yay!! So happy.. SING FOR MOMENT!!!! haha... Nothing is going to bring me down today!!!! hahhaz..

Lalalala... I'll update tonight again when I'm back from work! Going off to shower now!

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~~Wednesday, June 15, 2005~~

11:48 PM

Winamp buzzing:

Okay, I'm both happy and angry right now!!!! Let me talk about BAD things first..

First of all, I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!! I ABSOLUTELY DETEST WAYNE!!!! HE'S ONE SICKENING PERSON OK.. Mind you.. I used "person" for I am still kind enough.. I know he's SOUNDMAN and he had to make sure the sound is ALRIGHT.. BUT HE'S JUST TOO MUCH! FIRSTLY, IN ONE OF OUR LOCATION, WHICH WAS A SCHOOL, HE ACTUALLY "SCOLDED" ME IN THE SENSE LIKE I DIDN'T TAKE CARE OF THOSE LITTLE CHILDREN EXTRAS THAT I HAD. HELLO? PLEASE DON'T SAY LIKE I DIDN'T TELL THEM TO.. THEY DIDN'T LISTEN TO ME.. THEY ARE KIDS OF AGE 6 OR 7 OK.. IRRITATING.

SECONDLY, AT OUR SECOND LOCATION, WHICH WAS A NEIGHOURHOOD, THERE'S LIKE PEOPLE TALKING/WALKING AROUND.. WE DID TRY TO STOP AND MADE SURE THAT THEY SPOKE SOFTLY.. AND HE STILL GAVE ME THAT KIND OF IRRITATING ATTITUDE FACE WHENEVER SOMEONE GAVE OUT A SOUND. HELLO? WE TOLD THEM TO KEEP QUIET ALREADY, AND THEY SUDDENLY GAVE OUT A SOUND, I ALSO CAN'T HELP IT RIGHT? HE'S MORE EXPERIENCED THAN ME, AND HE SHOULD KNOW THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO PURPOSELY DID THINGS TO DISRUPT. NOT MY FAULT RIGHT! ARGH...

AND TO THINK THAT THE "THOUGHT" OF APOLOGISING TO HIM FOR BEING "ATTITUDE" ACTUALLY CAME TO MY MIND, I'M REALLY NICE ENOUGH OK.. AND GUESS WHAT.. HE ACTUALLY TALKED TO ME IN A SUPER BAD TONE AS IF I OWE HIM OK.. AND HE ACTUALLY SAID THINGS LIKE "It's our first time working together, and since she's one without initiative, there's no point of me being nice to her." HELLO?! WHAT THE HELL IS HE TALKING ABOUT? I'M NOT ALWAYS LIKE THAT ONE LOR.. AND EVERYONE IS SO HARD TO PLEASE. I HAVE TO PLEASE EVERYONE OK.. MY PRODUCER, MY AP, MY ARTISTES, AND ALSO CREW.. I'M NOT THE ONLY WORKER AROUND THERE OK! KNS...

I'm so glad that I won't be seeing him anymore, and I'm leaving so damn soon in 2 days' time. He absolutely disgust me. Please don't think that you are more experience, and so you can give me this kind of attitude.. I'm no pushover, and don't show me attitude. I've a temper and attitude too..

Okay, for the happier thing!!! I received NBS Orientation package!!!! SO HAPPY!!!! Hopefully I get into the camp... It'll be on 4th July to 8th July.. HOPE I GET IN... PRAY PRAY PRAY!!!!! This is enough to make all my woes and anger go away!!!! LOOK!!!! I'M GOING TO UNIVERSITY AND I'M NOT SEEING THAT IDIOTIC PERSON EVER AGAIN!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHHA...

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~~Tuesday, June 14, 2005~~

10:46 PM

I'm getting ready for bed.. Working tomorrow..

Finally packed my pigsty today!! Woah.. Threw away LOTS of foolscap papers that I used to do my TYS.. Poor trees.. There's still a lot waiting for me to throw them away on my second round of clearing up. Looking at those foolscaps also reminded me of how much I studied.. Wah.. Unbelievable..

I did up a calendar of events too.. Having so many datelines to follow.. Really confusing.. So I thought of making a calendar for myself.. haha.. Just like those I used to do during my examination period. Really helps!

My left ankle is giving me problems. It started to hurt more and more.. It's sort of those old injuries that I got either during PE or those basketball sessions that I used to have during my JC days.. The ankle hurts even when I walk.. AhHh....

Ok.. I'm off now.. See ya again!

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6:54 PM

Winamp buzzing: Ou De Yang - Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu

I've to start work tomorrow.. My last 3 days of work.. ENDURE!!!

For the past 3 days, I did basically nothing! Like I've mentioned, I basically got my forms filled, and get my NTU email address etc.. I finally mailed out my Envelope A!!! Yay... Things are almost done.. *pleased*

Oh! My cousin will get going in to NTU with me!!! He'll be in Material Engineering!! WeE!! How cool is that!!! Having a cousin in the same University with me!! So cool.. *happy*

Spent my day watching TV basically.. haha.. I'm becoming a CSI freak!!! It's REALLY NICE.. Too bad Channel 5 don't show the 3 series of CSI.. If not those of you without SCV can also watch them.. CSI: Miami, CSI: NY, and CSI. Rocks!!!!!

*SiGh* Still waiting for my orientation package... lalala... Update later~ Time for dinner~

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~~Monday, June 13, 2005~~

11:38 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jojo - Leave (Get Out)

HMMMM... I was busy with all those NTU forms forms and more forms! Aiyoh.. Theres one form that need this passport size photo.. *SiGh* Seriously I never had any nice passport photos.. And the most recent one was one that I taken in JC1.. Look so super odd.. BUT I don't really have the time for a new shoot.. And it may not turn out nice too.. So.. what the heck.. haha.. even though I'm very sure it will turn out to be the photo on my matriculation card or computer card or whatsoever card la...

I just got my matriculation number and NTU email address... The email add is really difficult to remember.. Yanto was like, "Congrates! You're now offically an undergrad of NTU!" Ahh.. This is lame...

Going for my medical checkup next Wednesday.. Yanto started scaring me with the TEST BLOOD thingy.. This means needle-poking... Eeek! There'll be taking of height and weight too.. I better not sit around too much and do some exercising, and jump more.. So that I'll grow taller and maybe lose some fats! (YEA RIGHT!!!)

Wondering when I am going to get my Orientation Camp package... Will there be one anyway! Aiyoh.. Waiting for NBS to send me their camp package.. Seriously, I'm really scared that NBS camp clashes with NTUSU camp.. Cuz I already agreed Yanto to go for the NTUSU camp you see.. haiz haiz..

Yay.. So excited about school!!!!

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3:01 PM

Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Jian Jian Dan Dan

*SiGh* I woke up feeling sad.. Don't know why.. Just suddenly feel.. everyone seems so far away from me...

Okay... Here's some quizzes I took..

What kind of person are you?

Here is the analysis:
You are a very charming person. The sexy charm that you posses attracts others' attention and gains you much popularity. Most people like the way you look.
You are advised not to believe too much of people's sweet and honeyed words and phrases. It is suggested that you show more of your talents and intelligence, so that people will have a good impression of you not only because of your outward appearance but because you have a good character.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test5.aspx

Which Harry Potter character are you?

Which HP Kid Are You?

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

Scarlett Ting of joewei.blogspot.com

You are independent, smart and beautiful. Its too bad you don't see that yourself because life's little difficulties brought down a lot of your self confidence. As a result, you talk cryptic and you don't trust people easily. You care a lot for your friends and your loved ones, sometimes even more than you care for yourself, although they don't always seem to appreciate it. Don't let that affect you. As the saying goes, you don't miss the water till the well runs dry. So hang in there, you're a star in the making.

A murder in your town

Here is the analysis:

You are a big fan of Urban Legends. You like reading rumors in magazines and tabloids. You are determined to succeed in your study and career.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test67.aspx

How do you eat fried eggs?

Here is the analysis:
You are likely to be influenced by anything. You find it's very difficult to say "No" to others, especially when you are pushed.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test46.aspx

Toilet Test

Here is the analysis:
You are a quick thinker, efficient, and always in a rush. If you expect everyone to be like you, this only causes frustration and stress. You don't want to waste your time, but can be careless and pessimistic.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test44.aspx

Why do you love someone?

Here is the reason:
You think he or she is a very smart one. You love his/her brain.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test24.aspx

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~~Sunday, June 12, 2005~~

11:29 PM

Winamp buzzing: Blue - Breathe Easy

Aiyoh... My eyes very pain... Cuz I stare too much into the computer.. I was doing my NEW TEMPLATE, which is this one!!! Initial D... Nice right... hahahahz...

Anyway, did I mention that I received NTU's enrolment package? Yup!! Almost finished all the forms that are required to fill in.. Yay!!! Really excited about school!!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO START!!! It's going to be GREAT!!!

Yea.. Going to go off now.. Hope you all like my new blog skin!!!!

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2:02 PM

Winamp buzzing: Daniel Beddingfield - Never Gonna Leave Your Side

Ahh.. I slept at around 3am last night.. Still feeling sleepy now.. I was chatting with Felix over MSN last night.. Suddenly he brought up the topic of me and this guy during my secondary school years.. So weird to talk about him right now.. Cuz he's like history of my life.. haha.. Then.. It just made me think of another person...

*SiGh* Oh well... Don't know la.. Whatever Felix said just made me thought of some stuff that happened, and felt really bad about it..

I'm really sleepy... I'm off to sleep.. Nightz..

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2:21 AM

Who is Your Dream Guy

Unlike most others, he walk on his own path. He's creative and willing to learn about anything. Music and movies are his favorites. He's kind to everyone. You can feel his inner beauty through his words. He's comfortable among a circle of friends. He's looking for someone to share his hobbies.

http://quizbox.com/personality/test64.aspx

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~~Saturday, June 11, 2005~~

9:32 AM

Winamp buzzing: Five For Fighting - 100 Years

*SiGh* Have to head to work later.. Sian.. But its ok! I'm having OFF DAYS for the next 3 days! Hee..

Going to work with this AP who I don't know.. Don't know how she will be like.. ArGh.. Hate working with people I don't know.. Gonna work with her for the rest of my working days too.. 8 more days to go.. JIAYOU...

Some of my JC class people are heading down to a pub tonight, and then will go to Esplanade to ton over-night.. Wondering whether to meet them after work not.. Maybe not.. Maybe I'll be too tired..

Wish me luck at work today..

Hmm.. Come to think of it, my job ends next Friday actually... That makes it.. 6 days to my last day!!!!!!! WeEe... 6 days!!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY!!!!! The day before my birthday. HOW GREAT!!!!!! I'm sure I can survive this 6 days at ease.

And, its one week to my BIRTHDAY!!!! WEEE!!!!

Got this quiz from Eunice's blog.... Here's my result!

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Haha... I think this quiz is quite true.. LOL... Try it at http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

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~~Friday, June 10, 2005~~

8:27 PM

Winamp buzzing: Cranberries - Dreams

Asked Baofei to look at my working schedule for next week.. Going to work 3 days next week.. That makes the number of my working days be 4 days! *wEe!* My last working day will be next Friday.. That makes me 1 week from my last day!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

I went to school to take my A Level cert with Sidney and Kolay.. Went to the Chemistry lab to find Piang, and also chat with him.. haha.. Nice! Actually I quite miss doing experiments.. haha.. Just feel like doing for fun.. haha..

We went to eat Sushi buffet at Suki Sushi. OH NO.. We were SO LOUSY. We ate for only an hour and we were FULL.. Lousy right... haha.. Went up to the Cinema level and I saw a poster for Initial D!!!! OMG OMG.. I want to watch the movie cuz Jay Chou's in it!!! hahahahhaahah!!! OH OH OH!!! JAY CHOU'S COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!! YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!

Hee.. This is a pic of the poster that I'd taken.. Nice hor...

Ok.. I'm off to watch Smallville!

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12:58 AM

Winamp buzzing: Tiziano Ferro Feat Jamel -Universal Love

Today was my first day of "mass-jumping" around shows.. This will continue till next week.. I'm with this new show.. the name super long.. We call it the "mu ji" show.. meaning the "hen" show.. lol..

Worked with Chen Liping, Xie Shao Guang, Allan Wu, Michelle Chuang, Guo Huiwen, Chen Hanwei, Zzen, and Hong Xiang Ting today.. Yes, if you all have guess right, it's the Hong Xiang Ting from Taiwan.. That Taiwan singer..

One of the scenes was super tiring.. It's something like Huiwen would pour this bucket of paint on Allan.. And, since we can't pour paint cuz it will be super hard to clean up the place, we pour "flour+water". End up it was still pretty dirty.. We all scrab and wash the place like hell.. Hope it rains heavily there tonight.. So it will have a good wash..

My last scene had Zzen, Xiang Ting and Hanwei. Only Zzen followed us back to office. On the way back, he was like chatting with me and my AP Samantha. haha.. He was like asking me if I'm Singaporean.. haha.. He thinks that I'm a Taiwanese cuz he thinks I sound like one!!! AHHHH!!! Yet another one.. Zzen is a super nice guy, and super nice to chat la.. A very funny guy. hahahaz~ And don't get fooled by his appearance.. He's 27 years old le!!!!!

Ahh.. Very tired.. Need to go and sleep le.. Till the next time!

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~~Wednesday, June 08, 2005~~

11:33 PM

Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Long Juan Feng

Hmm.. I think the people are still partying out there.. haha.. Well, I just got back from the Qing Gong Yan at Cine KBOX. Really fun. Everyone was like "WAH, you're in skirt!" Stupid stupid Allan still say this, "EH! This is my first time seeing you in skirt!" LOL.. Please lor.. I don't wear skirt to work one... LOL. I took photo with almost EVERYONE.. My stupid camera that my mom asked me to try has NO FLASH.. ZZZZ.. Stupid... Hope photos turn out alright.. Though those professionals there was telling me that they will turn out BLACK.. ZZZ.. Nevermind.. I can always get from Felicia and Erica...

We had a Champange session, cake cutting session, and YAM SHENG session.. Damn fun.. Sang alot too!! haha.. Felicia and I both sang a song.. We sang "Re Dai Yu Lin" of S.H.E.. hahaz! Cavin SU sang DAMN WELL okay... omg omg.. My ou xiang.. haha.. Sing SO WELL.. *in awe*

Ahh... Had a really fun time.. I think I'm going to miss those peeps.. hahaz.. When I told them I going off, they were like so shock.. Like Adrain.. He was like "AH! YOU ARE LEAVING?!" ahahaha...

Please pray that photos turn out well.. This is a pic of our cake! I took this using my HP..

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3:13 PM

Winamp buzzing: Bon Jovi - All About Loving You

I FEEL GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD~

wahaha... Sometimes, I just feel that we should always be thankful to life, and how certain things turn out.. Really! Thankful.. Thankful..

Firstly, TODAY IS THE LAST DAY FOR FILMING OF TONG XIN YUAN!!! Wee!!! So happy... Really happy to see a show finally wrapped up.. Hee.. After SOOOOO LONG... A long and draggy 5 months plus.. We are going to party and have lots of fun at Cine KBOX today!! ALL OF US!!! Weee... Going to take LOTS of photos... =)

Secondly, I realised that my working time for tomorrow has changed.. Even though one part of me is feeling pissed that the AP didn't inform me, another part of me is actually glad.. Cuz at least I no need to worry that I'll be lack of sleep!!! WeEz...

Thirdly, I'm also informed that OB for Friday is CANCELLED.. That makes it an OFF DAY for me!!! Finally an OFF DAY on Friday.. So that I can watch Smallville.. Something I'd been missing for the past 1 month due to WORK..

Wow.. This week suddenly feel that it's not so hectic afterall.. And it almost feel bearable...

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~~Monday, June 06, 2005~~

11:14 PM

Winamp buzzing: 3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone

Finally!!! After the long and draggy half a year filming.. Tong Xin Yuan is now almost completed with the filming part... Just left with 2 short outdoor filming scenes.. Easily done in half a day.. YAY!!!! Really looking forward to the gathering with the people on Wednesday... I just realised that I'm not the only one who has to work the next day.. Wen Wen and Janet also have morning OB the next day.. They even have OB that day that ends at 6.30pm.. I guess I should grumble less and feel fortunate..

About yesterday! We were to film this scene whereby we'd have to break this huge vase.. which looked like this:

Okay.. This vase looks really big right? If you watch the show closely enough.. You'll notice the vase in the living room of Zhou's house.. We managed to break it in one take nicely!!!!! This is how it looked when it broke.. Wow...

Cool ehz! hahaa.. It's really an eye-opener!

Well, I took a picture with Pierre (Da Yang) today!! It's for memorable sake.. Cuz he said he will try to go on Wednesday.. Which means he may not turn up.. haha.. Check this out! Really nice!

Also! I took a pic with the twins in the show!! They look realy cute!! We look like sisters in this pic.. haha!

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~~Sunday, June 05, 2005~~

11:33 PM

Winamp buzzing: Ryan Cabrera - True

Gonna make this FAST. I'm working morning tomorrow..

Well.. Something cropped up today at work.. It's about clothings AGAIN.. Well.. Not exactly anyone's fault though.. So... But it affected me quite a bit.. So.. *trying to tell myself not to think about it* Erica told me not to think about it anymore.. *I'm trying*

The exciting part of today's filming was the breaking of the HUGE vase in the living room of the Zhou's house.. When you all watch the show, just look out for how big that vase is.. VERY scary when it broke ok.. It fell down, and all the pieces just flew.. An eye-opener though.. Will post the pictures of the vase before and after being broken tomorrow..

Oh! Felicia got me posters!!! Omg.. It's so nice of her to get me JAY CHOU's posters and LOTR posters... So touched.. She said its sort of like "Goodbye Gift" for me.. Gonna miss her so much when I leave MCS. Post the pics of the posters (hopefully) tomorrow..

*SiGh* I just got my handphone bill... My brother is gonna skin me alive.. My bill is $61.. Gonna pay mostly for the messages.. I sent a total of 978 sms, 62 mms... Geez.. Imagine I've 1000 free sms which are convertable to mms... And yet I can over-use.... The thought of sending 978 sms is actually crazy enough.. It's my highest record... haiz.. Need to pay $22.50 for messages... DIE DIE DIE....

haiz.. Ahh... Whatever... That's what happened when I become too complacent that I'll never exceed 1000... LIKE REAL... haha....

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~~Saturday, June 04, 2005~~

8:54 PM

Winamp buzzing: A1 - When I'm Missing You

I think life is going to be more complicated but also at the same time much more simple than before.. Don't know how to say.. My dad is going to end his business, so he's going to go jobless. I'm somehow glad that he's ending the business cuz it had always been the core of all problems at home.. Ending it may be a good start.. It's just that my dad will be jobless. Thankfully my brother is already out working so.. its rather alright.. I should be able to survive on my own since I'd been living on my own salary for the past half a year.. My job at MCS is ending, and I'll be teaching tution after that.. So I'll still be alright.. OH WELL... Money is the source of all evil.

Well, today is Past Vs Present Day at PJC.. It was not as hip and happening as last year. I went there to meet Yanto, and we were like walking around the school quite aimlessly. haha.. We went to the council room, and found Kee Onn inside. So, we actually went in to "chill" a while.. OMG.. I miss that room SOOOOOO MUCH.. Even though the arrangement of the furnitures are all changed, its still council room.. AhHhHh... And! There's still that lousy old computer at a corner. haha... OMG.. That computer is like SO OLD.. It was since the 2nd council ok.. And now, its for the 6th council.. Time for a change... And there's the Hi-fi set too.. Which is still working well.. hahahaz... I just sat on those blue rollar-chairs, had my head rested on the huge green table.. Just like how I used to do.. hahahaz... I saw the purple cash box that I donated to council!! It's still there.. hahaz.. I miss council room!!! I saw Mdm Shafa in the alumni along with Liling and Suff in the alumni room.. I stood outside and waved at her. She actually signalled me in. When I got in, she said this to me, "This is your room already. You can come in!" Well.. Alumni room.. Lots of memories.. I looked at the familar sofa, now at a different position, and the familiar surrounding.. I just closed my eyes, and dissolved into the memories.. Every morning, we'd all head to alumni room.. Some talked trash, some slept on the sofa.. And the grand-stand area.. Where I always did my homework there.. hahahaaz....

I feel old.. Ahh.. haha.. Yanto was like saying he feels old too.. I was saying he's like an old uncle already. haha! Met some of the alumni people in the canteen.. They were doing the suvienor for the Sleepover.. So I actually sat down and helped them with it.. Oh well.. Quite nice to be sitting around back in the school environment, and doing stuff..

Even though PPD hadn't been as fun as I thought, at least it gave me the feeling of 'back in school'.. Miss school so much.. Yay people.. Even though I can't go back to school to play basketball with you all next Saturday, we go back the following week ok!!! Please please!

Feeling more and more restless about having to go to work.. haiz.. 15 more days.. So near yet so far.. Hopefully this coming week will pass really quickly.. This coming week, I'll be taking over someone for 3 days.. Really sian.. Cuz it's outdoor filming.. It's been ages since I last went for outdoor filming.. So it felt quite sian.. But then again.. Maybe I treat it a time to ton up fattts.. haha.. Another thing is that I'll be working with people I don't know.. Don't know.. Didn't have a good impression of one of them.. But then again.. I survived THAT person whom I really didn't like.. This should be "small case" for me.. Maybe that person turns up to be really nice to me? hmm...

Jiayou.. 2 weeks.. It will pass quickly one.. I'd already survived half a year.. What's 2 weeks?!?!?!?!

Okay.. I know why I'm feeling grumpy about working.. Cuz I'll be missing out in the basketball game we planned on Saturday... Haiz.. Sian.. BUT BUT BUT!!! I can always meet my friends after my job ends right!!!!! Be mature about it!!!! We can always meet some other time!!!! Yup!!!!

Okay.. I feel better...

And I'm turning 19 in 2 weeks' time!! HEE HEE!!!

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12:21 AM

Winamp buzzing: Blue - Best in Me

This song is forever the BEST BEST BEST ballet... It's always so nice to listen to it..

I need this song to calm me down.. I'm feeling quite irritatable.. Today.. Good and bad things happened.. The good thing was that studio had been quite fun, despite my artistes not knowing what to wear.. Wah.. Super irritating.. Especially when I'd to go to and fro and get clothes for her for her EVERY SCENE.. She don't know what she had to wear at all.. ArGh... Irritating... And of course.. Seeing that "T" person really spoil mood also... Other than that.. It was pretty alright. We ended early today, so Erica and I actually took our "props", which were fried eggs and bread up to office and eat.. ahahaz.. Didn't want to eat at first cuz I'm "jian-fei-ing".. But I still gave in to temptation.. Ahhh... Fried eggs with the egg yolk half-cooked together with bread is damn nice... haha..

Another BAD thing that happened was my next week schedule.. ARGH.. Despite my show being finished FINALLY, I was put to another show to replace people for 3 days.. ArGh.. Feeling so TOTALLY SIAN about it.. You should know how I hate it when I got shuffled around different dramas... I prefer working on my own.. And since my show is finished, they put me to this drama which I knew absolutely nothing of.. haiz.. Working with people I don't know really put me off... haiz.. Need to work on the 9th.. So sian.. I'm having "Qing Gong Yan" of Tong Xin Yuan on the 8th.. I thought I could play my hearts out on 8th.. BUT.. BOMB SHELL CAME.. SIAN.... And, initially planned basketball with friends in school on Saturday morning, and concert at night also kana "bombed"... CUZ I NEED TO WORK ON SATURDAY TOO... Sian....

Need lot of motivations for next week.. Hope it passes fast.... *SiGh*

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~~Friday, June 03, 2005~~

9:58 AM

Winamp buzzing: Simple Plan - Untitled

I feel "Untitled".. Don't know how to describe.. I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING.

I think my world is going crashing down on me...

Thanks dad.

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~~Thursday, June 02, 2005~~

11:41 AM

Winamp buzzing: Howie Day - Collide

17 days and counting! hahaha.. So happy..

I was chatting with Felicia over MSN just now.. It's so nice to chat with her! It's like we share similar views of things when working.. We also talked about school times. It's obvious how much we actually miss school!! SCHOOL DAYS ARE THE BEST DAYS!!!!

I've pull through the days with the person I don't like!!!! WAHAHAHHAHAHA... I'm a survivor!!! Work has definitely make me a stronger person.

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~~Wednesday, June 01, 2005~~

10:22 AM

Winamp buzzing: Backstreet Boys - Never Gone

REALLY NICE SONG!!!! haha.. REALLY VERY NICE.. It's in their new album "Never Gone" anyway.. *melts into the song*

I'm going to take a cab to work later. It's raining heavily right now. I'm using it as an excuse for me to take a cab to work later.. You know, I'm just having those urge to make myself feel rich and pamper myself by taking a cab to work.. haha.. I think even if it's not raining, I'll still convince myself that I'll take a cab to work.. LOL..

It's 18 days more!!! And of course, 17 days to my birthday. hahaha.. And, 1 week more of filming for Tong Xin Yuan!!!! So happy happy!!! Its finally ENDING!! Happy happy! haha.. And, next Wednesday, we're ALL going to have this party to celebrate at Cineleisure KBOX!!!!! Party party!! haha.. They are mad.. Think some of them wanted to sing OVER-NIGHT cuz think we'll book the VIP room till next morning... I think I'll only join them till around 9pm+ and I'll head home le..

Okay.. Now it's time for me to intro the new song to all of you!!!

Backstreet Boys - Never Gone

I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say

The things we did
The things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how, to face the truth
Everythings thats good in me I owe to you

Though the distance thats between us now may seem to be to far
It will never seperate us deep inside I know you are

Never Gone, never far in my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday, every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (Yeah)
ever gone (no no no no no)

I walk alone, these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my corner stone
So how you found a way to see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on, I swear to you that you will be

Never Gone, never far in my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday, every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (Yeah)
ever gone (no no no no no)

If theres one thing I believe
I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again

Chorus 2x

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