WAHAHAHA... I'd been a "bad girl" yesterday. Instead of staying home to study dilligently for my Physics Paper 3, I went to cut my hair. I spent my 1.30pm - 7.30pm at the hair salon. *WOOHOO!* I almost disintegrated. I was DECAYING. LOL.. Stupid XH still asked me what was my half-life... LAME! Well, but I was smart enough to bring my Physics study guide along. I read through it once, and re-read important parts like Electromagnetism and Electromagnetic Induction, which I was weak in. I CUT HAIR... HAHAHAHAHA... I'm so excited about cutting hair. I had more than 15cm or 6inches of my locks cut off. After the hairdresser finished cutting, there were A LOT of hair around the seat, and they were ALL MINE. hahahaz... When she cut, some of the hair dropped in front of me, and I was a bit "xin tong = heart pain". I have this shorter part that is like fringe, but is too long to put as fringe. hahahahaz... I think I'm not used to my new hair.. I think I look weird. I think it makes my eyes look too big for the face... Like going to pop out like that...
I'm going to study real hard today cuz today will be offically the LAST DAY for me to really study hard.. If not.. I'll need to wait till July next year then have the chance to study again. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... CHIONGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! FREEDOM!!!! I SEE YOU!!!!
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Sunday, November 21, 2004
8:42 PM
Winamp buzzing: Jewel - Foolish Game
I'm feeling annoyed. I was still feeling alright when I know that some of my friends disagree with the fact that Sly got into the finals despite the fact that Olinda does sing better. But, receiving some unknown note from a stranger really annoyed me. People critisized Sly for his poor pronounciation and his weak rocker image. BUT.. Isn't what the whole series of Singapore Idol is about? C'mon... getting to top 3, it's no longer just a competition of their singing abilities, but also about their popularity and how they can link to the audiences. It's IDOL.. not some talent-time.. It takes more than singing.. esp it's the top 3 who are competing against each other.. I totally agree that Olinda has a good voice. I support Olinda too, and I'm also sad that she has to leave. But life is such. Nothing is fair. If you really want to talk about World Idol, do you think that the 3 of them, may it be Taufik, Olinda or Sylvester can hold a candle against people like Kelly Clarkson, Clay Aiken or Fantasia Barrino? NO! Why talk about World Idol when in fact, most of the European countries are the one taking part in it? What makes you think that an Asian country has a stand in it? Asian artists, in order to be internationally recongised, they all have to start off in the Asian market, then move on to the international market. So, tell me, who has more Asian market among the 3? hmmm... Then, forget about the weak pronounciation. I'm sick of it, especially when CD critics critisizes Jay Chou's debut album about his weak pronounciation and voice, and said that he'll confirm fail in the music industry. But, look at him now! Those critics should be ashame of themselves and eat back their words. I'm just wondering why people are so worked up about the result. Afterall, it's IDOL.. It just shows that it takes more than voice to win the competition.. People support Taufik, but I don't. People thinks that he sings well, but I don't. I think Olinda and Sylvester have more quality of being an idol. Afterall, they have their own style and personality. I don't want an immitation to be a Singapore Idol. To me, Taufik is just another Usher immitator. To me, having an Usher immitation in World Idol is more disgraceful than someone who can't pronouce properly.. *Sigh* Don't understand why people have to be so unhappy with it...
Don't talk about such unhappy stuff.. Failed attempt to study yesterday. I was down with the sneezing bug again. I felt totally weak for the whole day.. I slept at 7.30pm okay.. hahaz.. Kolay is right. The more you sleep, the more weird dreams you have. I'd a weird dream last night.. Some zombie invasion or something. I was in this room with 5 doors in all, and me and some friends who are not zombie-fied yet have to prevent those zombies from getting into the room.. It's kinda.. sad.. Cuz some of the zombies were actually our friends.. Then.. There was this part whereby we were planning an action.. cuz that's the only way to "destroy" the zombies.. Then we were drawing lots to see who were to be the bait for the zombies.. haha.. And I was the one.. Then.... couldn't remember much... Only know what I had to run out.. Run out to this field... Kept running... and running... haha... Stupid dream...
Then today, I actually planned to go and cut my hair with my mom.. BUT.. We forgot that the hairdresser is closed on Sunday... Sianz.. Going back tomorrow.. I'll stay home and mug today...
K... I'm off.
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Ahh.. I'm now having the goosebumps. I was chatting with Sidney this afternoon about Old Changi Hospital (OCH). Don't know why we actually talked about it, but we did. He went there with his secondary friends, and so did I. So, we actually shared our experiences. I got a bit worked up when he told me that he and his friends saw no caretaker when they went in. I was quite shock.. I went to tell Yunz about it, and she was quite shock. LOL..
Then just now, Sidney and I continued our chat.. It sorts of brought back memories of sec4 chalet.. haha.. But it also gave me the goosebumps.. haha.. Now I'm alone at home.. Quite bad timing to say such things.. haha.. Dragging Sidney to stay online to crap with me till goosebumps go away.. ahhhh...
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Friday, November 19, 2004
9:50 PM
Winamp buzzing: Matchbox Twenty - Unwell
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you know?! Did you know?! Did you know?! Sly got into the finals!! OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!! OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just now in school, I was with some of my friends and we were talking about Singapore Idol. We were like, "haiz.. Today Sylvester surely out one..." Then, when Shi Ting said that she voted for him TWICE last night, we were like, "Eh.. Think we must vote.. If not he really out.." SO, after our paper, we gathered around and mass voted. LOL...
The result show just now was really scary. It's cuz it can be anyone of them. It's actually up to the voters but not them. When Gurmit finally announced that Sly got into the finals, I just couldn't believe my ears!! OMG!!! My handphone then kept receiving messages from my friends. Everyone was SO HAPPY. LOL.. All super excited and super hyper. LOL...
On the other hand, I'm sad that Olinda had to go. It's not that she can't sing. Oh well...
Yay.. I'll be seeing Sly on 1st December at Singapore Indoor Stadium. I'm so excited. ^.^
Okay... Now for something else................ ANOTHER PAPER DOWN!!!!
It feels like decades ago since I last feel good about a paper. Previous 2 days were torturous for me when I feel that I'd flopped my papers. I'd Chemistry Paper 1 today. I feel that my efforts paid off!!!! I did the MCQs last night and this morning. GUESS WHAT!! Similar questions came out!! MUAHAHAHAHA... I felt thankful.
When I got the question paper, I was like eyeing on it. I kept thinking, "It's up to this paper to save me." I think I was quite careful while doing this paper. Managed to check through once. There's a couple of them which I wasn't that sure, but it's alright! Every option have a 25% of being correct! haha.. After the paper, I was discussing the answers with Ezra. At the moment, we had same answers.. Hee.. LUCKY!!
I'm so thankful for this paper. THANK YOU!!!! I see light for my Chemistry result. THANK YOU GOD, "SHEN", CAMBRIDGE, FATE... ahh.. and whoever and whatever I can thank...
After the paper, I went to Lot 1 mac with some of my class girls to plan activities after exams.. All the shopping and stuff.. And all about making hair, make-ups, prom dresses.. WEEZ!!! hahaz... Such a great way to end the day.
OMG... I still feel excited! Everyone's buzzing with excitement. I think most of the people went mad the moment Gurmit announced the finalists. Now that Sly got into the finals, I really want Sly to win... cuz I don't want Taufik as my Singapore Idol.
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6:41 AM
Ahh...
I feel myself being extremely haunted by my Chemistry Paper 2... I'd been thinking about it over and over again. I tried to chase that thought away, but it just doesn't seem to work. ACTUALLY, it doesn't seem that bad.. My first question at most 5 marks gone... Then.. question4.. I know my equation is wrong, which most likely resulted in a wrong calculation.. At most another 5 marks gone... That's all... Just that I'm not confident of my answer to that Periodicity question and I thought something wasn't quite right with my Nitration mechanism.. but I realised that they will at most deduct 1 mark for my mechanism... SO... I actually don't know why I'm so worried... Actually I don't know I'm worried that I can't get A/B or that I worried that I might fail... I won't fail right? Come to think of it, I'm rather thankful for the Organic section.. The structure of Nylon 66 just appeared in my head.. AHH... I'm still worried...
I'm sort of worried for Physics Paper 1 and 2 too... Mostly Paper 1... Cuz I'd never been good in my MCQ, which is a total maddness. I felt worse when they were comparing answers and I didn't have the same answer for some questions... And I went home to check on one question in the TYS, and I realised I was wrong... haiz.. Even though I'm quite used to doing badly for Paper 1.. But.. CANNOT!!!!!! Paper 2... I kept thinking about the EMI question that I crapped all the way.. haiz... Think the markers over at Cambridge will have a good time laughing at my answers... Don't know... I must CHIONG ALL THE WAY for Physics Paper 3 and... 5... Cannot give up on that one too...
The haunting bug must have gotten into me... I kept thinking back past papers... I thought of Chemistry Practical... Whereby there was this double titration, and I think I filled the values for the second table wrongly... haiz... Then all a sudden, I was scared that my calculations are wrong.. haiz.. AND.. Filling those values wrongly means my accuracy will be WRONG... haiz...
Stupid me... Why am I thinking of all these things now...?
Actually, I was really worried for Chemistry.. So I decided to chiong for Paper 1.. I did MCQ TYS the whole night till around 1.30am... And I woke up again at 5.30am to do...
Ah... I'm worried, I'm paranoid, I'm scared.
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
10:30 PM
Winamp buzzing: Simple Plan - Don't Wanna Think About You
2 papers down for the day.. Physics Paper 1 and 2... As usual, I think my Paper 1 sucks. It's funny. I never do well for my Physics Paper 1 before. After the paper, some of us actually gathered to discuss the answers. Well, I think I'm sort of doom? Think have several different answers... *Sigh* Paper 2 was disgusting. The data analysis question SUCKS TO THE CORE!!!!!! ARGH.. Stupid question okay... I simply do not know what I was doing.. They asked us to calculate Power, I just use P=IV all the way... Then, I think I flopped the whole EMI question too.. I all a sudden brain blocked and forgot Lenz' Law... I only know what it means.. I forgot how to state it... SO, I just crapped it out... SUCKS.... Definitions... 2 marks... This paper sucks totally... haiz.. I think if I want an A for Physics, I really have to work extremely hard for Paper 3.. I think it's hard to get A.. I think I'll at most get a B if I really work hard for Paper 3... haiz.... Sucks....
I'm going to "chiong" for Chemistry Paper 1... After tomorrow, I can offically burn some Chemistry Notes.
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Winamp buzzing: Boyzone - Picture of You
Sidney is mad. He sent me this song. This is a song that Sly sang just now. Anyway, I watched Singapore Idol just now. What can I say... Sly was a huge disappointment. There's something very wrong with him.. He kept choosing songs that are not his genre, and just not singing with his best... He just sounded weird... The judges comment for him are a bit... I don't know... Just kinda mean and biased.
I still don't get it!!! Why Sly will go and choose that song from Phamtom of the Opera?!?! What got into him?!!? I hate to admit it, but it's true... They don't click.. And something weirder.. He didn't choose a rock song in his performance, which is his genre..
I admit that Olinda's voice is the most powerful among the 3 of them, but indeed, she doesn't have that LOOK as an idol.. Just doesn't have those idol charisma. I remembered one of my friends actually said that in event she really won the competition, lots of slimming centres will be fighting to have her as their spokeperson.. haha... Oh well, cruel reality.. Sometimes, outlook does matter.
AND, I don't like Taufik's type of R&B... He's immitating Usher TOO MUCH until I think it sounded disgusting. Maybe he sounded good to the judges, but I just think he takes too much Usher style. I see too much "Usher" in him... Lack of his own personality.. And I don't like his voice. haiz...
Kinda disappointing. I hope my trip down to indoor stadium on the 1st Dec will be something worth looking-forward to..
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
12:24 PM
Winamp buzzing: S.H.E - Hou Niao
Ah... I think I screwed up my Chemistry Paper 2... Lots of mistakes already.. Ahh... I feel so depressed.. I must really work hard for my Paper 1... Keeping my fingers crossed, and pray for the best for my Chemistry....
I also hope for the best for my Physics.. I haven't been consistent with my Physics.. haiz..
Someone help me.
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
4:02 PM
Winamp buzzing: Backstreet Boys - As Long As You Love Me
ANOTHER PAPER DOWN!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA......
I was quite scared that I'll overslept this morning cuz I'd been so used to waking up late for the past one week. Well, I thought Paper 2 was way much more easier than Paper 1. Maybe it's due to the huge statistic section. I started with the statistic section, and I actually finished the whole section with an hour. I only left one question blank cuz I really have NO IDEA what it's talking about. haha.. Then, I started off with the Pure Maths and finished all the 5 questions in around 40mins... SO, in all, I took about an hour and 40mins to finish a 3-hr paper.... I must be mad.
Its been sooo long since I'd this kind of "shuang" feeling. Last time when I was in secondary school, I always aim to finish my Maths paper (esp E Maths) within an hour, and I was always able to keep up with that target. When I reached JC, I never had the chance to do it anymore cuz I never seem to be able to finish that fast, and I was always stuck at questions. Today was rather different. I finished SO FAST that I scared myself. I was quite worried that I missed out questions, so I kept counting and re-counting the number of questions. Then, I checked the whole paper through... And cracked my brain for that one question that I don't know until I sort of gave up.. haha.. Having done all that, I was still left with half an hour.. I was quite scared that I actually missed out anything.. You know... It scares you when you finished that fast.. especially when it's A LEVEL.... No kidding...
After the paper, I went for lunch with Jasper, WD, KY, and Kolay. We roamed LaserFair for a while. OMG OMG... I saw the LOTR 3 - Return of the King VCD!!! It's calling me!! It's calling me!!! I'm gonna get it!! I'm gonna get it!!! I'm gonna get it!!!!
I've set my programme of the day for 25th Nov.. When I finished my LAST PAPER, I'm going to rush down to get the LOTR 3 VCD, buy LOTS of tibits and goodies, rush home, shower and make myself comfortable, have LOTR marathon at home through the night!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA.... I'm so looking forward to it!! hahaha! I know it might sounds a bit boring for some, and some may think, "Huh.. Chiong LOTR..? You siao?" But.. haha.. I'm a huge LOTR fan!!! haha....
AHH... Today is the last episode for "The Champion". So sad.. After today, I'll not have any TV marathon from 7pm - 10pm.
Haha... Today marks the end of the Maths papers. TIME TO BURN SOME MATHS NOTES!!! haha...
Time to hit Chemistry.
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Monday, November 15, 2004
8:50 AM
Winamp buzzing: Five For Fighting - 100 Years
*SiGh* I hate long breaks between exams. I slacked the first 2 days of the break, went back to school to study on the 3rd day, forced myself to study on the 4th and 5th day.. I think I maximised yesterday the most? haha.. Cuz I know I don't have much time for me to slack away. Sometimes its quite weird. People tend not to do lots of studying on weekend cuz its WEEKEND.. But I studied more during weekends.. haha.. Weird ah.. Cuz I don't have any tv shows to watch on weekend... haha!
I did 2 Maths papers, and revised 3 topics of Physics.. I think my Physics is going south.. HOW?!!?!?!?!? I think I forgot all my Physics... "shit-ti-fied"..
Time to go back to studying... Tomorrow will start a whole string of exams. WeEz!
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Sunday, November 14, 2004
8:43 AM
Winamp buzzing: Simple Plan - Crazy
WeE... Simple Plan ROCKS my world. I practically have the whole album of "Still Not Getting Any". I've this huge temptation to get their new CD after my exams. I like all their songs! Might as well right.. haha... OH.. I just thought of the list of things I'm going to shop for after exams. haha.. My prom stuff are basically taken care by my family actually. They seem more enthusiastic about shopping for it than me. They are more willing to spend money on it than me... Making me seem like such a miser.
I want to get Lord of the Rings III - Return of the King VCD!!! Then, my whole collection of LOTR movie series will be completed!!! I also want to get Lord of the Rings II - The Two Towers OST!!! Then, I'll complete the soundtrack series for it too... I feel like getting the Harry Potter Series too. Don't know yet. Still pondering over it. I'm going to get Lin Jun Jie's CD!!! I'm gonna get it! I'm gonna get it! Maybe getting Simple Plan's too. wAhAhAhAHhAahAAAA.....
I almost feel that exams are over when I only had GP paper, Chem P3 and Maths P1... Stupid long one week break... Make me lose that exams feeling and make me slack. My whole mind is filled with holiday stuff.. I'm sooo deprived of it.. Haven't had fun for SO LONG... AHH...
I HATE watching TV nowadays actually. I kept seeing Jay Chou 2004 Concert - Wu Yi Lun Bi advertisement..... *SiGh* Need to wait another 1 year for his concert... Stupid stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!! I hope I can psycho my brother somehow somewhat.. I don't know how... To go to that concert with me... Then he can pay for my ticket you see.. haha.. My brother says that I spend most of my money on JAY. LOL... Stupid la.. I didn't okay.. I only have all his albums.. I didn't buy his MV at all.
OH.. I just joined MTV Asia Website.. Quite cool... They have lots of cool stuff out for grabs. The COOLEST thing there is Jay's Concert ticket... wahahahahaha... Let's see if I'm lucky enough.. haha!
I forgot what I want to write initially.... Ahh...
Oh.. For Yunz, and other people who don't watch The Champion or don't know who is Qi Yuwu right.. Here's a picture of him with Yan Xing Shu and Toro.. He's the one in the middle.. He has a body that makes people go "WOAH!"
Picture from MediacorpTV
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Friday, November 12, 2004
10:08 PM
Winamp buzzing: David Tao - Katrina
AHH... Just finished my TV marathon that started since 7pm. WOW...
Yup, I watched the Singapore Idol Result Show. YES! Daphne got out. I'M SO HAPPY. I'm sorry that I sound so evil, but I really can't tolerate her voice. Gumit was being so super duper annoying throughout the show. He separated them into 2 rows for nothing, when the actual bottom 2 were the ones standing at his right... Dumb.. I hate stupid suspense. So, the 2 on his right were Sly and Dap. Though I'm quite sure that the one to be out will be Dap, but Dap has this army of fans you see.. haha.. Gurmit made it worse by saying "Sylvester... Sylvester... Sylvester.... You are..." -_-... Stupid.
Watched "The Champion" too. OMG... Can I slap that Yilin? I seriously think that she's mad!! She's being such a bitch! But I really think that it sorts of reflected the real life. There's such people around us. Such things do happen.. Though I think Yilin and Kaixin's situation is a bit of an extreme, similar friends backstabbing the other for A GUY do happen... Oh.. And for those who actually watched right... Don't you think Kaiwei (Qi Yuwu) has such a great body built?! OMG... It really showed that he trained! O_O!!! haha... ^.^
Ahh... My entries are becoming more like personal tv reviews... I watched too much tv shows recently... But I do study okay... I went to school to study for the day! Didn't slack!! haha...
OH... I got a scare this morning while I was checking mail... My friend sent me Exorist thingy.. I know it to scare me, and I'm prepared for some image which suddenly fly out, and some loud eerie screaming... But it really caught me by surprise when I was playing their "spot the difference" game... STUPID la...
Okay... I think I crapped enough for the day... Can't wait for EXAMS to be over!!!!
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
10:28 PM
Listening to: Jay Chou - Qi Li Xiang (on tv)
Yup! Changed layout once again! I'm watching Jay Chou MV Making on Channel 8 now.. How dumb of me.. I never made a layout on my fave idol before.. haha.. That's JAY!!! *cheers* haha.. Just a simple one.. With a REALLY GREAT picture of him... ahhhhh... So nice right! Yup.. Really like this layout.. hahahahaz!!!!
Mr Tan was making me jealous just now!!!! He's going to Jay's concert.. AND I can't go.. Cuz NO MONEY... haiz... Stupid la.. He kept making me jealous.... Then I kept seeing Jay Chou concert advertisement on TV.. It's not making it better!!!!
Ahhhhhh.... Jay rocks, I know. Everyone knows. It's a fact! hahahz... *Going crazy*
Time: 10.29am
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Eh.. I'm listening to Qi Li Xiang again. haha.. So qiao.. I'm here to update again.. haha.. Slacking again.. How....? Watched Jurassic Park 3 on Channel 5 last night. Basically, I like the 3 series, though the story-lines are all the same...
1) "We really want to see Dinosaurs!!"
2) stranded on island / location filled with carnivorous Dinosaurs
3) run for your life!!!!
4) Friends got eaten up
5) Some stupid fella will go and steal dino eggs
6) Parent Dinosaurs ran after the humans to get back the eggs
7) Seek help from someone on main land
8) Yay! All got saved. Say bye to the dinos!
Even though the plots are rather monotonous, I still love to watch. I still get scared by them!! haha.. I kept screaming last night when I was watching it with my dad and brother. Then last night, or rather, early this morning, I suddenly woke up and realised that I'm having nose bleed... Yucks.. too heaty nowadays already!! First it's that my lips cracking like nobody's business.. Now is nose bleed... TOO HEATY!!!!
Today is going to be a GREAT DAY.. Lots of great TV programmes.. WeEz!!! I'll update again later at night.. ^.^
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Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - An Jing
OMG... Just finished watching "Ren Wo Ao You" a.k.a "The Champion". I cried so hard when Jingwen's dad passed away!!! So poor thing... I'd been quite addicted to that show. It's rather nice you know! ^.^
Watched Singapore Idol too. The theme for this week's show is Asian Pop. WELL... I really think that Daphne's voice is really awful. I heard her sang one sentence from "Ni Yao De Ai", and immediately switched the channel back to watch "Ren Wo Ao You". Totally not pleasant to my ears. Olinda sang a song by Teresa Deng. I thought she sang not bad, though she looked a bit "aunty".. Sly sang a song from David Tao.. Quite neither here nor there.. But I like it. ^.^ The second song that he sang was "An Jing" by JAY CHOU. haha.. Honestly, I'm rather conservative about people singing Jay's song. Last time, whenever I was at any auditions in school. If someone sang a song by Jay Chou, I'll critisize that person really badly. I mean BADLY.. haha.. And I even said that there's this "Jay Chou Curse".. If you want to get through an audition, don't sing a song by Jay, cuz it's DEATH for you.. haha... WELL, when Sly sang that song, I was rather worried.. Cuz of the "curse" that I sort of invented.. haha.. I don't like the way he sounded in the front part of the song.. Cuz his voice is much higher than Jay, and I'm not that used to it.. haha.. But the bridge part, I thought he sang rather well.. Have that kind of "feeling". haha.. I thought the comment by Ken was rather dumb.. He said that Sly's pronounciation of the words are clearer than Jay... It's like DUH... Anyone can pronounce those words better than Jay.... Maybe not Daphne.. haha!
I hope Daphne will be out tomorrow. Oh well... That's all I'd to say. Slack a while, and I'm off to study.
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
10:00 AM
Winamp buzzing: Gundam Wing - White Reflection
Wahaha... Let me tell you something... Just now, I'd the urge to go and see if those Anime Website that I did when I was in sec2 are still available online or not.. So, I went to login to my account to check, and guess what!! They are still available.. Looking at my work during sec2, I really feel like laughing!! I was a HUGE Anime fan then, not that I'm not an Anime fan now.. Just that I didn't have time to keep up with that hobby...
Here's the link to the 2 websites!! wahahahaz... They are so cute!
Gundam World
Samurai X
hahaha... These were a work of a SEC 2 okay....
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
9:01 PM
Winamp buzzing: Eminem - Lose Yourself
Okay, I think I'm feeling quite nervous. I think I'm being quite paranoid since exams started. The night before GP paper, I dreamt that I didn't finish my compre paper. The night before Chemistry Paper3, I dreamt for saying something like this: "Chemistry is not difficult. It's just a challenge." Lame right... haha... Then last night, which is the night before Maths Paper 1, I forced myself to sleep at around 12mid. I was doing this set paper. I wasn't tired at all, but brain wasn't really working.. Couldn't think straight at all, kept writing wrong numbers. haha... So I forced myself to sleep. I woke up once at around 3am, then fell back to sleep, but woke up at 6am again. I couldn't really sleep anymore, so I washed up and did Maths... Quite mad ah...
I think I'm quite worried... I'm trying to calm myself. I'm quite nervous cuz I pin alot of hope on Maths. I'm just worried that I don't know how to do those questions despite practicing so many of them... Ahh... I'm scared...
I'm still trying to calm down... Writing here doesn't help much... I'm going blast more music.
I'll update later, when I'd my paper.
Time: 8.57am
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Winamp buzzing: Robbie Williams - Sexed Up
This is a nice song with a rather crude title.. haha~
Another paper down!
In the morning, I was really nervous, and I was trying to calm myself down. After I finished the previous entry, I actually went to play neopets. haha! It didn't help. So, I actually sent "SOS" message Kolay, Eunice, SQ and XH.. haha.. Then, I blast Jay's songs.. In total, I blasted 4 albums.. "Fantasy", "The 8th Dimension", "Ye Hui Mei" and "Qi Li Xiang".. hahaz.. Jay rocks!!! Listening to his songs really helped ALOT.. hahaz..
Anyway, Maths Paper 1 was alright. I managed to finish before times up, and I actually have time to check.. This kind of scenario never happened to me for any Maths major exams, only in Maths Mock exams (but I never bothered to check then!). There was this either/or question at the end. One question on First DE, the other on vectors... Obviously, the vector question was easier.. BUT.. My vectors sucks.. I tried doing it, but I just don't know how to do it!!! AhHh.. So, I tried the First DE question, which is the harder one.. The funny thing is that, I know how to do! haha.. I'm such a weirdo..
I hope I'll do well.
OH!! I met Lionel on my way home just now!! He boarded bus 172 with a lot of army guys. I thought I saw that look-alike again.. hahaz.. Didn't dare to message him, but I saw that he saw me too.. hahaz.. Then we were like making faces at each other. He was trying not to laugh, so am I!! hahaz.. It was so funny. We communicated via sms! LOL... He was really trying not to laugh, especially when he was sitting with his army men.. He was like saying that he was trying not to grin, if not, his army men will think they have a mad 3rd Sgt. LOL!!! It's nice seeing him again after so long!!! ^_^
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Monday, November 08, 2004
1:59 PM
Winamp buzzing: Jay Chou - Yuan You Hui
ONE PAPER DOWN!!!!!!!!!!! *ChEeRz*
I'd my Chemistry Paper 3 today. Well... Generally, the paper is much more easier than school Prelims paper, but whether I do well or not.. I still don't know.. Just pray that I don't have many careless mistakes.. Maybe I should say that this paper is good? Considering I can tackle all the Food Chemistry questions... the equilibria question is so much easier, there is no "long story" kind of question for Organic Chem section, there's no Group VII questions... etc... haha.. Just that I screwed up all my equations for Period 3 Chlorides + water.. haha.. I'll still keep my finger cross...
I'll be having Maths Paper 1 tomorrow... Afternoon paper!!! That means I can wake up late tomorrow.. WeEez~
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Saturday, November 06, 2004
6:55 PM
Winamp buzzing: Desree - You Gotta Be
I think I'm rather slow in realising some basic functions of my Window Media Player.. I realised that I can listen to songs online using that.. So cool.. haha..
Last night was pretty interesting. Sidney had turned into a huge Sly fan. OMG.. He was being quite mad. The result show last night was rather "scary" in the sense that Sly was in a rather dangerous position. Sidney said he was "jumping up and down" when he knew that Sly is safe. LOL...
Time to mug for today! Each day, I'm nearer and nearer to the day of my freedom!!!
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry
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Winamp buzzing: Westlife - Mandy
ArGh... I feel TERRIBLE... I did nothing literally for the entire afternoon except sneezing non-stop. The sneezing-spree came this afternoon, and it made me tired, sleepy, and frustrated.. ARGH.... So, I just took some medicine and slept my afternoon away.. I'm glad I'm feeling better now...
I hate sneezing.
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
5:58 PM
Winamp buzzing: Yellowcard - Gift and Curses
WEE~
One paper down! I'd my General Paper today. It was alright. The question that I chose goes like this: "Advertising encourages a desire for a product which people do not usually need. Discuss. " I was pretty comfortable with the question. I'd been praying and praying the whole of last night that a question on Advertisement will be set. WeEz! Wish granted. I was rather surprised that there was no question regarding Terrorism. Isn't the paper supposed to be set 3 years ago? Isn't Terrorism the BIG THING then? hMm.. Weird. Also, there was no question regarding Education and Family! OMG... It's rather scary. The comprehension was alright too. The passages were easy to understand. You know what that means? That means there will be more people doing well.... *blehz*
I am totally disappointed in the outcome of the US Presidential Election. Bush is elected for a second term!!! OMG... How can that be possible?! Kerry comes so close to win the election. I really don't understand why Amercia chose Bush... 4 more years with Bush around.. I think the happiest person will be Osama. The next will be Tony Blair of UK (Bush's best friend according to Mr Siraj. haha!)..
I still can't believe the election result.
Today is TV Day. ^_^ Time to study for Chemistry!!! I LOVE CHEMISTRY!!!!!!
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
6:33 PM
Winamp buzzing: Ashlee Simpson - Love Makes the World Goes Round
AHHHHHHHHHHH....................................................................................
You know how it feels to be "knowledge overflowing"??? This is how it feels like.......... Hours after hours, you bury/drown ourselves under thick stacks of GP notes, model essays, GP bulletins etc etc etc... Reading, and reading, and reading, and trying to glean every part of whatever that's written.... Themes like Marriage / Divorce / Family / The Media / Education / Gender / Science&Tech / Poverty / Globalisation / Terrorism just kept ringing in your mind over and over and over again.......................................
Knowledge over-flowing... I feel saturated.. If I continue to read more, I think I'll just be reading them blindly, and nothing gets into my head...
The US Presidential Election is still on-going. The result now is Bush with 254EV and Kerry with 252EV. So close! The results for Ohio is still too close to call.. Ohio carries 20EV okay! Wonder how it will turn out.. Although I very much dislike Bush, there's a higher percentage of him winning.. AhHh... What's the world coming to...
It's been really rainy and cold nowadays. I hope the rain will stop once my A Levels are over. I just can't wait to go to the beach!!! wEez.. I want to get a niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee even tan. I'd been think of life after A Levels.. Man... Life will be GOOD.. I kept psycho-ing myself to study by the thought of life after A Levels... GeEz.. Such temptations are hard to resist... Not only I'd a long break before the University sermester starts, I'll be out of the stinky education system!! wEez! Okay... Life will be good... Work hard now... Work hard now.....
Ok.. I guess I'd rested my mind enough.. Time to hit back notes, and watch news...
I still hope Kerry will win.
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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
3:21 PM
Winamp buzzing: Ashlee Simpson - Love Makes the World Goes Round
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... I'm SO BORED...
Not that I'd nothing to do.. But it's because I'd been burying myself under GP notes and Comprehension and MOREE GP notes.. I feel SOOOOOO BORED now.. I'd forced myself to stick to this timetable of mine since 9am in the morning...
I'M BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD..
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Monday, November 01, 2004
8:08 PM
Winamp buzzing: Monica - Angel of Mine
Yet another cold day.
I'd this Chemistry Mock Paper 3 today. I skipped the entire Food Chemistry section. WAHAHAHAHA... The rest of the sections were fine..
I went to COE with some of my class girls. I tried to study for GP there, but half of the time I was getting angry with that irritating PE teacher who's holding a PW OP class in there for no reason?! She has an irritating voice.. TRUSSST ME.. When you hear her, you will just wish that she will just shut up... Then, half of the time I was talking.. I also don't know what I was talking about.. Only remembered that I was talking something about bikini.. LOL...
Been following the news regarding the missing Huang Na.. Gosh.. I think the murderer is SO CRUEL... Whether or not is it AH HOW.. It's still inhuman.. It's scary to think that such things happen in Singapore.. I mean.. You don't really hear them on the local news.. Such things are rather common in other country, but seems like a big thing here.. Oh well... The whole event just crept me out.
Tomorrow is another BIG DAY. In case some of you didn't know, it's the American Election Day.. Hmmm.. It's so gonna be interesting. I wonder who will win... I'm anti-Bush.. ^_^
Need to go and hit some notes... I'm having my General Paper this THURSDAY!!! ARGH... STRESS...
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