I'm having the sneezing bug AGAIN.. I feel terrible.. Hope it goes away soon.
My handphone bill just hit a new height of $41.80. DAMN.. I'm so broke now. I over-talked on my hp one evening.. I think I talked for around an hour or so.. I'm soooooo broke. I should kick my bad habit of messaging people and talking on the phone. I ought to think about the other party whom I'm calling or messaging too.. *SiGh* I should go and bury my phone until after A Levels.
Anyway, I went to school early in the morning to study. I did Maths for the whole day, and I'm really glad that it's productive. Did quite a lot. I guess I'll be going to school for this entire week to study. Hey.. This doesn't feel like school holidays at all..
Now, time for the issue in my heart... People who don't understand can stop reading from here..
I tried to not let this issue bothers me a lot, but it somehow keeps bugging me. Its irritating! Since neither of us doing or saying anything, I'll glading leave things as it is now. As for our friends around us, it's just amusing and funny to see how they tired to do certain things to make it looks "coincidental", but it's too obvious that they had done it on purpose.
Sometimes, I'm really afraid that things will turn out like how it had turned out in the past. Sometimes, I really want to resort to something that I'm really good at ------- escape and hide. Sometimes, I really feel like doing that. Maybe I should do that. Yes I should.. Just keep myself away..
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Monday, September 06, 2004
9:27 PM
Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Ju Li
I slept at 2am last night cuz I was on the phone with my sista. I'm feeling totally worn out in the morning. I almost didn't want to get out of my comfortable bed in the morning to drag myself to school.. My eyes were red okay.. Symptom of lack of sleep..
Can't imagine I'd Chemistry Remedial as early as 8.30am.. I was like browsing those notices in the concourse, and realised that Mrs Tong actually stated that the remedial will end at 2.45pm.. But, Mrs Tong gave us a nice surprise by releasing us at 10am! I didn't have to skip any lesson!
We gave SQ a surprise at Pizza Hut, and it was really successful. Best Actress Award has to go to Eunice. She's so funny! Worst Actor Award has to go to XH. He was being soooooo CRAP! haha..
We ordered the Set Meal for 6, and there's really a lot of food. haha.. We played with our food, forks and knives. It was really crazy. We have cheese and pepper all over.
Then, when we asked XH to sing a song to "dedicate" to SQ, XH actually changed the lyrics and put Kolay and SQ's name into the song. Kolay got so "furious" that she actually took 2 table knives and stood behind XH, and she was soooo ready to "kill" him. haha! She looked like a mad murder!
We bought this SMALL mango cake with a candle for SQ. We were like calling SQ to sing the birthday song to himself. haha! Poor thing! Kept getting "bullied" by us. Then, XH started to rap the birthday song (Jay version -- and I was so ready to kill him. I was just holding the table knife next to him.). We waited for the candle to burn until the last one centimetre, then we asked SQ to make a wish and blow it off. We are so bad right!
After that, we went up for Pool! I wasn't exactly playing. I was just sitting there, and watching, and enjoying the music, and sleeping. I was really tired and sleepy. It was nice to be just sitting there and watching, and talking trash. haha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENG QIANG!!!!! haha..
Okay.. Other things.. Well, some things that some people said today set me thinking. Honestly, I'm surprised at how people can sense that something has been going on. I thought it isn't obvious at all. It really doesn't bother me much, whether other people knows it or not. I just wonder how do they know about it. That's the thing that puzzled me.
Just keeps things simple.
Time: 5.56pm
Radio Buzzing: LOTR - Fellowship of the Ring OST
I'm glad that I've bought this OST today.. It becomes an avenue that I can turn to when I want to shut all quarrellings at home, when I want to shut myself out of everything except my Maths. The OST just reminds me of the movie.. It makes me happy at least.. At least I won't feel so.. down.. And saturated.. I hate it when such things happened at home.. The last time, I was lucky to have someone to talk to me, and hear me cry during those unholy hours at night.. This time round.. I don't wish to bother that someone anymore.. We all have exams to mug on.. I just don't want to rely on others too much.. I've my LOTR OST.. Jay Chou CDs.. I can hang on there..
I'll be alright.. I don't know..
Beneath my smile, how well do you know me?
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
11:38 PM
Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Jiang Nan
I hate the fact that I cannot type Chinese characters here. I don't understand why those that I'd type out turned out to be some weird string of senseless words.
I feel contradicted. Have you ever kept typing the same o' message on your handphone, and then delecting it? It's like a message that will never be sent out. It's damn frustrating.
I'm going to work on Maths today again. I hope I will be able to tackle much of it, and get much assistance with it.. I hit right to bed last night when I got totally drained out due to those evil Maths questions. I hope my mind is more clear now.
Also, I think I should throw my handphone away, or just dig a hole and bury it for the moment. I do not have any self discipline at all. ARGH.
I love to listen to Lin Jun Jie's songs. They calm the soul.
Time: 9.01am
Winamp buzzing: Maroon 5 - She will be Loved
I feel TERRIBLE... I'd been sneezing non-stop since morning. WAYYYYY TERRIBLE. I took flu medicine already but it didn't seem to work. Didn't really had breakfast in the morning.. Just 5 butter cookies and half a cup of cold milk, and half a pack of Rojak at 1pm.. I'm feeling totally TERRIBLE... ARGHHH...
I feel like a zombie, I look like a zombie, I walk like a zombie, I talk like a zombie...
If it's true that whenever you are missing someone, that person will sneeze, then someone must be missing me too much.. So much that it kills me. Crap.
Someone please kindly pour some warm water on me. I'm sneezing too much for my own good. I can get NOTHING done.
Time: 3.30pm
Winamp buzzing: Diana DeGarmo - Dreams
I'm glad that the person who had been seriously missing me had ceased thinking about me. I'd stopped sneezing.
I think I screwed up something.. And my mom is kinda angry.. >_< I'm sad. Though it's a small matter really.. But I was just trying to help.. But I guess it didn't help at all.. *SiGh*
I feel hungry. Haven't been eating much today..
Time: 6.04pm
Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Jiang Nan
I hate creeps who message you in ICQ saying that they want to befriend with you. What makes them think that they will make great friends via this kind of virtual medium? They are just desperate guys trying to know more girls. Annoying.
I just watched that episode "Kum Kum" on Channel U. Honestly, it's one episode that crept me out. I heard of this story when I was around P5. I was so terribly scared at that time. And, re-telling this story to me do frighten me. I remembered that the New Paper had an article featured on this witch that time. I sort of believe that its true you see.. I sort of forgot about this story.. And now it's fresh in my mind again... >_< Shouldn't have watched.
Watched the David Blaine Street Magic too... It's SOOO.. surreal. There was this stunt that he did.. Twisting his arm.. It's super scary.. >_<
I'm going to do Maths later.. Since I didn't do much today due to those non-stop sneezing.. I'm alright now.. I better make use of the time..
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Saturday, September 04, 2004
11:19 PM
Winamp buzzing: Natalie Imbruglia - Torn
I'm such a flicker-minded person. Honestly, I getting bored of the previous layout. It's too dull, and it annoys me. I managed to find this really cute cartoon, and thought it really fits my blog nicely.
Today marks the first day of the September holidays (although it's a Saturday), and it also marks the first day of extreme studying. Extreme studying.. But here I am, changing the layout of my blog happily. I'll be off to study later with Clara at JE Library. *I won't be slacking!*
I think this new blog layout is really neat and refreshing. Hope my liking for this layout last.
Time: 10.57am
Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Hui You Na Me Yi Tian
This is the most played song on my winamp. I simply love it.
I met up with Clara to study at JE Library. We roamed the whole library for empty seats but to no avail. In the end, we went down to Cafe Galilee. She bought a cup of Hot Chocolate, and I bought a cup of Ice Cappochino, and settled down on a nice sofa, and study. It was rather enjoyable really, but the height of the table was too short for Clara. I wasn't using the table. I was making myself comfortable on the sofa. We decided to leave the Cafe and go to Delifrance to study cuz they have better tables. But, when we got there, it was all crowded everywhere. So, we decided to go and study at the Mac in Science Centre. haha! Brillent idea brought by me!
Well, it wasn't that crowded there at all, except that there was this part reserved for a birthday party. We will always relate birthday bashes at MacDonalds as those for little children right.. BUT this time round, at our extreme astonishment, it's a birthday party for a 18/19-year-old girl. OMG.. *Stunned* It was so ultra shocking.
At the end of the day, both of us lost our concentration and sat around and chit-chat. Talked about a lot of stuff actually.. So much things that brought back memories, and somehow, tears to my eyes. Indeed, for the one and a half year in JC, I'd grown up a lot, and learned a lot of things that we can never learn from books.
Oh well.. One last thing, I love my layout. It's simply neat.
Time: 8.46pm
Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Dou Jiang You Tiao
I feel like punching someone. Anyone! I was trying to do my Maths TYS diligently, and trying to work on those questions that I didn't know how to do this afternoon. And obviously, I couldn't get any of those correct. I'm ANGRYYYYYYYY. My answers are like donkey-ly far from XH's anwsers. I think I'm going to knock myself against the wall. WHATTTTTT'SSS WRONNNGGGGGG.. Why I can't get them rightttttt... ARGH.
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Friday, September 03, 2004
8:26 PM
Radio buzzing: Jay Chou - Yuan You Hui
AHH!! This song is so nice!! XH tried composing this ringtone on my hp, and it's so nice despite its half-way done!! AHHH!!!
Well, today was GP Paper. Honestly, it's nothing like what I'd anticipated. For paper 1, I was planning to do the question on the topic "Media" but I didn't have much to write for that question. Therefore, I wrote on this question regarding uncertainty.. It goes like this: 'Uncertainty is now a permanent condition of life.' Hope I didn't write out of point.. *Pray hard*
Paper 2 was kinda difficult.. I think.. Passage 1 was really difficult.. >_< *SiGh* I'll just have to pray for the better for GP..
I'm really tired.. Going to sleep soon...
Time: 02.29pm
Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Chi Bang
I'm a "J Fan"!! Know why? Cuz I like both "Jay Chou" and "Lin Jun Jie (JJ)". haha.. I'm addicted to Lin Jun Jie's music. I keep listening to his songs and Jay's songs. I think I'm going to buy Lin Jun Jie's "Di Er Tian Tang" CD... Very high possibility. Maybe I'll buy it tomorrow.
Oh! And, both Jay and Lin Jun Jie have small eyes!! haha.. Guys with small eyes are attractive.
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
5:03 PM
Winamp buzzing: Lin Jun Jie - Chi Bang
Yes yes yes!! He's my latest favourite!! I'm starting to be so captivated by his voice. This is the latest song I heard from him. Heard this song at XH's house the other time and I'm so totally absorbed by it!! It's REALLY NICE. He has this very unique voice, and he raps really well (though Jay is still the BEST!). Support local!!
Anyway, I just came back from my Chemistry Practical. I was kind of freaking out when I was in the holding area waiting to go to the lab. When I was in the lab, I was trying to calm myself down, and read the questions properly. Basically, the practicals are sort of alright.. There's 3 practicals that we had to do, and 3 plannings to do. Isn't it MAD?
The first one was rather easy.. Just heating away the water of crystallisation.
The second question is on titration. I was sort of confused by the description of "solution is clear" at first. I think my reading is quite accurate (I hope!). The second part of this question requires drawing of graph.. Hmm.. Kind of alright (I hope again..).
The third question was a design experiment.. I don't know if my method is right.. I just did what I think is possible.. Oh well.. I'm not that good at design experiments... >_<
The fourth question was QA.. Well.. The last part I did wrongly.. Oh well.. Won't affect much I guess.. (cross finger). The last part of this experiment is yet another design experiment. I didn't understand the question at first.. It's about deducing the compounds.. They said that no other reagents should be used if not will be penalised.. I was SO STUCK.. So I just used other reagents.. It's better to do something better than didn' do at all right? I think at least I got the compounds right.. Penalise a bit.. I think it's alright.. Better than I just left it blank.. It worths 10 marks okay..
I managed to finish the whole paper!! It's sort of a miracle cuz I was really scared that I couldn't finish all the experiments on time. Hope I do fine...
It's GP paper tomorrow.. WISH ME LUCK AGAIN..
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
8:33 PM
Winamp buzzing: Nsync - Tearing Up My Heart
Today is Teachers' Day. Somehow, I feel that time really flies. It just hit me suddenly. Time flies especially when you were having fun. How true!
Actually, I felt this feeling yesterday. Well you see, last year during the time whereby we all went back to our secondary school to visit our teachers, I also had to rush down to Grand Hyatt for Grad Nite stuff. Well, and now, that was LAST YEAR. How fast! Then, just now, Sidney was telling me about this Creative Warehouse Sale. That reminded me about the Creative Warehouse sale last year cuz Mr Chia actually asked some of us to go down to que up for the stuff.. haha! How hilarious. And then, one year ago, on this very day, the Grad Nite Com treated Mr DC and Mr Tan BP Coffee Bean! haha.. So fast right! Seriously, it didn't feel like one year ago.. It feels like.. just a few months back.
So fast..
Yup.. And I'm having my Prelims Chemistry Practical Exam tomorrow. I'm now trying to glean every bit of facts and reactions that are important.. My brain feels empty.. Damn.. I'll keep on trying.. to remember stuff.. Yup..
Time: 11.48am
Winamp buzzing: Backstreet Boys - As Long As You Love Me
*sObz* I really can't find the "Black and Blue" CD by the BSB. Sidney had kindly burnt a copy for me, and yet I misplaced it (I guess..?). I remembered lending it to Amelia, and after she returned it to me, I didn't know where I put it!! Didn't another person borrowed it from me..? I can't remember.. I'm getting old..
I was studying Chemistry just now while listening to the LOTR - Return of the King OST.. It's so super nice.. Hee hee! It's really enjoyable to listen to it while studying. Oh.. That reminds me that I'd yet to get the OST for "Fellowship of the Ring" and "The Two Towers", and the VCD for "Return of the King". There are gonna add to my whole lot of LOTR collection!! Wee! I'm really looking forward to the end of exams. XH wants to get the extended version, and we can all watch it together! *beams at the thought of LOTR*
OH OH OH! I went to the JE Library yesterday to get some books, and found the book for "The Punisher"!! *GRIN* I found the LOTR books too. I'd yet to finish them the other time. After my exams, I'm so gonna get all of them and finish them!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!!
I'm just taking a shoooort break. I'm hitting the notes now! I'll update later AGAIN! WAHAHAHA..
(Sorry, I'm mad.)
Time: 3.12pm
Winamp buzzing: Britney Spears - Sometimes
I think I studied quite a bit! *pleased with myself* I tried to commit some of those reactions into my thick skull (wonder how much actually went in..), re-did some calculations, read through past experiments and planning assessments.. Just taking a tiny break right now. Hee hee!
Oh! While I was studying just now, I was uploading photos to my photo album too.. Those photos are taking A LOT of my diskspace.. So I have to upload them up.. Do go and have a look if you all want. The link will be permanently put under ".Travels." Now, you can just click
here to get to the album. It consists of most of the best times I had so far.. Those are photos that I downloaded from my friends, but they are just piling up way too much! haha.. Need to put it online to save spaces..
Guess that's all for today.. Think this will be my last update for the day! WISH ME LUCK FOR CHEMISTRY PRACTICAL!!!! I NEED A LOT OF LUCK!!!! PLEASE WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!
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